Everyone will think it's really cool to be a medium, to me I fear it's like I can't control what I see. If you read my story "Orbs and Spirits" then you know what I am talking about. I think it really scares me to death and the things I see are just too much.
Just last night I heard this voice of a men telling me to look, so I looked in my room and I saw nothing. Just like my other story I found out that the things I saw were spirits. My father said I should not fear them but the fear just keeps growing in me, Sometimes I feel that I must cry. I have had this since I was ten years old, like that it ruined my childhood (I am 12 years old but almost 13). I have read many stories about being a medium and I really enjoyed them. The only thing I like about being a medium is that I can help my friends and family with there decreased love ones.
For example: my cousin really loved her grandfather and since he died when he was sleeping, and I bet he did not know he would die, I am trying my hardest to bring him to this world. If he wants to tell my cousin anything, I am able to do that 24/7. I know how much my cousin loves him so am trying my best to bring him here.
Thank you for reading this.
~GOD BLESS YOU ALL~
And if you can help me try not to fear this please tell me. I was born a psychic and medium and I get scared fast, so please with all my heart if you can help me, please tell me.