I've always experienced things throughout my entire life. I knew when my granddaddy past away being only 5 years old. I was having a dream about him playing with my cousin and I in a field of flowers. He had cancer and passed away in a hospital. When the phone rang at around 2 in the morning I woke up and already knew that he passed away. Right before the phone rang my granddaddy told me he loved me. That was the first time I ever had a dream like that.
Nothing ever happened after that until I was about 7 or 8. Well then I had another dream where my granddaddy and I were sitting in a white room (we were both wearing white as well) talking and just catching up. In the dream I was also watching everything we were talking. I can't remember what all we were talking about, but I woke up crying pretty hard. I've always remember those dreams like it was yesterday.
My entire family thought I was just making things up until recently. When I was in high school I went and visited my grandmother in the house that my granddaddy and her shared. For an entire week I experienced things with my granddaddy. I really thought I was going crazy. That is until a family friend who was my granddaddy's good friend said he saw him as well.
After I got married, everything started dying down until my father (my granddaddy's son) tried to commit suicide. I knew as soon as I couldn't get a hold of him that something was terribly wrong. I felt my granddaddy around me very strongly. I have felt him very strongly around me ever since then.
My cousin passed away a few months ago, and when he was on life support I already knew he was gone before the doctors said he was defiantly gone. Ever since then weird things keep happening around my house. I see things in the corner of my eye, things won't be in the same place that I know for a fact that I put it, I hear things in my head that someone is telling me things that I don't know. I'm also getting very anxious for some reason just writing this. Does anyone have any opinions or similar experiences that I am experiencing? Any help would be very much appreciated.