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Astray

 

Lately I feel unplugged from something more meaningful. I have had a lot of experiences I have been enlightened in many ways. But something's missing.

It use to be, I would have an experience say a premonition and it would leave me with these strong feelings of wonder, amazement and depending on the outcome, sadness and defeat. Then I would start to feel mostly defeat and guilt of not being able to do anything more than see or feel someone's pain.

For a long time it seems like different types of psychic gifts are popping up and the other steps down for a bit. Almost like I'm trying different ones out.

I'm a empath, lately it's not just emotions I feel from others, its physical pain.

A little awhile ago I was sitting in my bed, out of nowhere I had a pain in my chest and a feeling of panic and dread consumed me. I felt like I was about to die. I was in my room with my girlfriend and even though she knows of some of my gifts. Something's just can't be understood unless you experience it yourself and I didn't want to freak out in front of her or scare her. So I left the room and acted like I was going to the bathroom. As I stood there trying to breathe, the feelings melted away. So I returned to the room, a couple minutes later I heard the ambulance stop close by. I felt the dread come back, I got up to look and it stopped just across the street. I saw them bring out a woman, she was unconscious. I don't know if she died.

Sometimes life feels way to mundane. Though I know even the small things in life have meaning and purpose. I guess I just feel lost, stuck. I want to be able to understand and use my gifts in a better way, to help others.

I hate the feeling of not being connected to something bigger. Its hard sometimes not having others who can relate to you. In something that is such a big part of you.

I have even gone to psychic readers, the ones I go to I know there good. But I don't just go for the reading, I mostly go for the connection, understanding of something more that we share. Its funny sometimes I feel old and other times like a kid asking for more, I'm very grateful for what I am given but Why is it lately I feel unplugged? I want to help, I just don't know how too.

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Mrodrig (2 stories) (10 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-12-04)
Well I like two links there on YouTube. I don't know if I can send you the links in here, what is your email so I can send you the links... They work for me, you almost get lost in the mediation in a good way... You can find my email on my page. Email me:)
Snow333 (5 stories) (22 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-12-04)
I know what you mean, it would of been easyer to have known we werent the only ones and everything that was happening was normal for us.

I know I need to meditate more, I find it very hard to stay focused, or clear my mind. What type of meditation do you like?
Mrodrig (2 stories) (10 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-12-01)
I know excalty how you feel. I recently found out that I am a empath like you and oh does it scare me sometimes, I was completely lost as a teen I mean I had friends and wasn't a loner but that's covered up how I really felt. I thought I was crazy for having these crazy hormones. I wish that I knew what I was while I was younger it would of mad a lot of sense.

But I always knew I was different I too sometimes feel like I'm older then what I am. I also feel that there are abilities that I have I can feel them being sort of blocked. I know have more I can feel it, I sometimes feel like I am out of place like I'm not doing what I was suppose to. But I have been tired to meditate, many people on this website have suggested it to strengthen my ablilities and find my true potential.

So that would be my advise to you start to mediate everyday, I am doing in the morning before work and at night before bed. It actually calms me down. Also I don't know if you space out alot, try not to do that. I do that ALL THE TIME and EVERYDAY, but doing so your like an open vessel it is easier for others emotions flow into you. So try and stay focus, although I am knew to this I hope I as able to help and email me if you have any questions.
Your not alone:) peace & <3

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