Firstly, I do in fact understand that this is not a dream interpretation site. But my dreams are relevant to my real life experiences. I do my best to keep it short and sweet.
For about seven years now, I have dreamed of a man. Sometimes he comes to me with large feathered wings and sometimes he does not. His overall appearance is dark and but his aura makes me overjoyed, the happiest I have ever felt. Even during my sleep I can feel myself beaming up at him as he does the same to me.
If I have had a bad day or am need of a friend, I can meditate or pray for him before I go to sleep, and he will be there in my dreams that night waiting for me.
Now, changing the topic a little bit. I do in fact meditate a lot. I don't know if my aura is strong or if I can just raise my blood pressure, but I can feel pressure in my veins when I close my eyes and focus with a blank mind.
So one day, after reading about trying to summon spirits while meditating, I decided to try it as well.
As I mediated and cleared my mind, and created the energy to a ball in my hands, I began to focus on seeing my 'protector's face, and I mentally asked him to be here with me.
And at that moment I felt a hand being placed on my arm and my name being whispered.
I jerked away and opened my eyes to find no one there, and half scared to death I thanked him but didn't try it again.
I suppose apart of me didn't believe that it would actually work.
I still dream of him but this scenario still puzzles me. I am so fascinated but scared, all at the same time.
My questions to you are what should I expect, if anything, for this being? And what is this being? Is he an angel? A spirit? Or just a figment of my imagination?
And what does this make me?