Has anyone ever asked you, "If you could have any super power in the world, what would it be?" I have, and you know what answer I gave every time I got asked it? "To read people's minds." Sure enough, as I got older I recognized that I had the ability to do this. It wasn't exactly what I had expected.
Being able to read minds has very many consequences. Ones which are unbearable. I am living proof of this. I read thoughts from the past, the present, to the future. I read thoughts that accord 5 minutes ago. Sometimes right before they happen. I can read people's thoughts from across the nation. It doesn't matter who you are, what you are, or where you are. I can read you. I do it on a daily bases, every second, of everyday.
At times I can choose exactly what I'd like to read. In these moments my senses are enhanced and in these moments I have a 6th sense in which I use to specify specific frequencies to read which I desire. This though, is not easy. It makes my head hurt, and I hear other thoughts at the same time, and if I listen to them, the slightest distraction catches me off guard from what I'm trying to read.
Just as a readers block, I get psychic reading blocks. Sometimes I can read what I choose to, very easily. Other times, not so much. Yet I can always hear frequencies. They talk to me. They tell me things. Sometimes it's peoples direct thoughts but other times, it comes from other things, sometimes I believe from the super natural.
When ever I hear a noise, I hear voices talking to me. Some how sound enhances the frequencies of thoughts traveling through to my head. The thing that intrigues me most is when things happen in a sequence. It appears to me that many things do happen in this sequence. I have for some time, been calling this "The Waves."
I will receive a thought, and immediately after, things will happen. Sometimes two things at the same time. For example, just the other day in the doctors office (I'm on my internship in the medical field as a Certified Medical Assistant) I heard "Why'd you say that? That's gross." Soon after, this other girl that is an employee here said something like. "That was so gross." As soon as I heard that, in the room on the opposite end of me, I heard a child yell "BLEHHH" in a joking matter.
I would like to consider this as a coincidence, but how can I when I experience this many many times a day?
At times I will hear things like, my head itches, and soon after I will see someone scratching their head. The thing here to take note of, is when I hear brain frequencies, I interpret them as words. Though I heard "My head itches," That doesn't mean they were thinking that. It was their brain responding to the feeling on their scalp.
Other times I hear it directly after. It isn't always because I perceived it, but more as I heard it after it occurred even though not quite recognizing yet that this action had happened. Other times I receive it from my own observations, and that's my brain responding to what my eyes see. So at times in these moments, I am reading my own brain frequencies.
These things happen constantly through out the day, and I get the feeling I'm in a dream. My dreams are so vivid, that for some time I lived day by day actually believing I was in my own reality created by my own brain. Partially because of the misunderstanding I had from others. But mostly because things seemed to happen as I perceived them, as if I was creating them.
To this day, I am unsure whether or not I am creating these actions, or if I'm just reading them. Though I do believe I create them at times. I like to think I have power over these things, but at the same time I fear it because I have so many negative frequencies going through my brain, I wish to have no interaction with energy. Though I am almost certain, that at times I cause things to happen.
Being psychic isn't at all what it would be in the movies. It also does come with a price. Being sensitive to frequencies is overwhelming. I did go crazy for some time. I am 21 now, but I've been reading since the age of 16. My very first psychic experience, it was lunch. I was in the room with 5 other individuals. Out of no where I read the occupation wish of each person in the room. Including the teacher, who had no wished to be a teacher previously. One person who had no idea what he wished to be. I have done psychic readings ever since.
I got into an abusive relationship at the age of 17, and had been in one ever since, until it finally ended when I was 20 years old. Peace had been gathered, but now I am heavily medicated. The negative thoughts had been over bearing as it made me forget who I was entirely. I got into a lot of trouble, but luckily with a lot of help through will power, and prayer, I was able to get out of it.
I've read many people, and many people are amazed. I have lucid dreams almost every night. Instead of trying to have an out of body experience, I try NOT to have an out of body experience. I block out any energy fields that I may experience, because I don't know what will happen if I allow them in. I understand the sensitivity in my mind, and fear what might happen if I allow it to unleash. Though as I get older, I learn to trust a little bit more. Though I can not force it. I recognize I am a ball of energy, and only through the law of attraction can I slowly change to gather that which I wish.
As for us all being psychic, I don't know. I highly doubt it. I don't think everyone is schizophrenic. The brain allow you to be skeptic. It is protecting you from things that are out of your reach. We appear to be created in some form, that can not be altered. Our brain patterns, though are all very unique, appear to function similarly.
I will continue to be skeptical of my own beliefs. I will forever continue to be misunderstood.