First I will apologize because I have dyslexia (luckily my computer has spell check) so I will do my best at being punctual and spelling correctly. I believe this is where it all rooted from. When I was being born my great grandma was on her deathbed and was very close to death (obviously ha) but she kept asking the family how the baby is doing. My grandparents didn't tell her that my mom was currently in labor with me (I was also premature so it wasn't expected) but she kept asking if the baby was okay and if everything was alright with the baby. She wasn't worried about dying she was worried about me. Well a little bit after I was born she passed away.
After that I've always felt like either something was watching me when I was young but only when I was home alone. I stayed home alone at a young age of 8. I have never felt alone even at my lowest points in life. But here is where it gets interesting. So we lived in Texas for 14 years and nothing made itself known to me but when our family moved to Utah is when it really started to kick up. I started to become really sensitive to spirits when I was between the age of 16. What had happened is I started noticing things in my room moving and not being in places that I had previously placed them. Quick side not yes I am aware that this Isn't a ghost/ haunting page but I am getting to that part. Anyways I felt that there was a female in my room or around me and at one point I set up a trail camera in my room to catch moments of stuff. Knowing my luck I never caught it on camera. Then I started doing research on ghosts and spirits at that point. Well at that point things really started to pick up. Doors would move and I would feel someone watching me more. Then finally the last event happened and I was laying in bed on my stomach and I felt the shivers down my back then out of nowhere my blanket flips up and lands on the back of my thighs exposing my thighs. After that I found out someone had died who was living in the house (He died in the hospital) but I couldn't explain why I felt like it was a female. My feeling was that the female wanted to show me that she was there and that she was real.
I didn't have another experience again until a few years later I believe I was 19 or 20 when something to key off that I was sensitive to spirits happened. I was at my religious peak I was getting the higher priesthood in the Mormon faith and being ordained to the office of a elder in a few weeks. At the same time I was engaged in a horrible relationship where she was emotionally abusive to me. Well I was saying a prayer and saying that I was going to end it with this girl and if its the right thing to do for the lord to give me some sort of sign. Well I finished up my prayer and walked up and opened the door, and in my face there was a white figure that I knew was a good spirit but I couldn't see any details on it. I also felt that it was a male presence. I took that as my sign and broke up with the girl.
Another experience is going to be like the rest of the ones I have felt/ seen. I used to do HVAC work so I would go into a customers houses all the time but this one time I was putting in a new furnace and went down into the 2nd floor of the house (from the attic space) looked over to the corner of the room and out of the corner of my eye I saw a man in overalls standing and watching us. Did a double take and he was gone, that happened multiple times throughout the whole day and I could sense he was there.
Experiences like that has happened a ton since then but my last one that I can remember was 3 months ago when I had just gotten married. It was early in the morning and my wife was kind of awake and I asked her "where is the girl". She asked what girl then I said the girl in the living room that you brought with you. My wife was confused and said that she had no clue what I was talking about then I pointed towards our closet and said her then I moved my finger across the room and fell into deep sleep. I haven't seen the girl or talked about the girl since but I knew she was there.
So I have a feeling that I am sensitive to spirits but I want you all's opinion on it. Could it be my mind playing games on me (that's what my parents have always told me)? Or is there a possibility that I could be sensitive to spirits? And if so how can I enhance this so that I can see more or be able to communicate with them?