Am I Really A Psychic?

Hi all. Basically I need help to determine if I have some kind of special ability or something. I'll start with my story. It starts off three years ago when my mum went to visit some kind of psychic...

Now I have always been interested in the paranormal and remember very well begging my mum to get some details about me. I remember my mom coming home, and telling little things about her like she has healing hands, who's passed on etc. Then she turned and pointed at me and said "In three years you could psychic" You can imagine how excited and shocked I felt. So I bugged my mum for the exact words the psychic said.

"Your eldest son who likes reading could be psychic in about three years..." My mum told me for the 50th time. Now I don't know how silly this feels but I have somehow always thought I had a special purpose for God. I never have had much of a exciting life to be honest. But I am lucky I have a great family, not really any friends or much of a decent social life. I get bullied a lot and get depressed quite often. My dad at that time also said, "My aunt used to be a psychic" he added, "Reckon I will be then?" I asked with excitement. "Maybe, don't get your hopes up though..." That's most of what I can remember that night.

My dads Aunt predicted things like my birth, where we would end up living, my mum's guardian angels name (Alan) things like that. I remember (even recently) asking to visit her to ask her if I can be a psychic. My dad always said "No it upsets her, besides I don't talk to her that much anymore..." "Why?" I always asked. It upsets her due to her late son (my dads cousin dying in a car crash, and I think she used to talk to him and that upset her.)

Now the next thing is a Numerology reading I had. It calculated my details and said things like how, I feel special, and I can be part of something big that will change the world (over the top a little bit?) and a few other things I can't remember. But what I do remember is my special month this year was SEPTEMBER (bear in mind this is three years later, when I am meant to be psychic) So I always maybe that's when it will happen?

Now to the point where I believe I am becoming a psychic. I can be doing anything simple when a small part of a TV show will pop into my head. Next time I go to watch TV, That shows on...

Seems to happen a lot, but I never stop to think. Hold on, that shows going to come on, because it popped in to my head. I never seem to notice it until the show comes on.

Now a few months ago I was crying in my room (depressed) when I wanted to talk to my angel to see if I am alone. In my head I am sure I heard a "Jake, don't worry" I got shocked and walked out the room. (The voice was feminine yet masculine at the same time)

The most recent would be the other day. I was talking to a friend via MSN and as I was typing my message to him, he stopped me and said "Jake..." At that very moment I thought "Oh no, his dad has just died" You guessed it unfortunately I was right. But another strange thing is, the day before he died I had a strange feeling to Pray for him (I knew he had cancer, but had never thought to pray for him before) and so I did.

Now I have never actually seen a ghost or anything (not sure if I do to be honest, not sure how I would handle it.) So a good explanation for my experiences would be nice. I hope somebody can conclude whether I am special or not. Thanks in advance.

All the best - Carrotred