I've always believed in the supernatural and psychic experiences. I have had premonitions like dreams, seeing numbers, and I have intuition where I know that something will happen. I've also seen spirits when I was young. I was never an imaginative child, yet I would see them in great detail but I could only see them for a fraction of a second. Typically they would be standing in the middle of the streets but they would occasionally appear in my home or in school. It would also happen when I looked up from where I was looking, but it almost felt like something willed me to move my head up to see these spirits.
I once willed myself to continue seeing a spirit out on the street and I was able to see her two more times that day. I wasn't able to see her after that. Unfortunately I'm now 17 and I haven't seen a spirit in years. I also have a hard time trying to focus on intuition instead of it coming naturally. Whenever my intuition comes naturally, it's almost never wrong, but when I try to use it on my own will then it hardly works. I have been able to tap in to it on a few rare occasions and it felt like something turned on in my brain and I was confident in its abilities. I want to tap into my experiences again and I want to see spirits, premonitions, and to get my intuition.
I feel that because I have been able to grasp these skills a few times in the past, I might be able to really use them if I nurture them correctly. A lot of people have said to connect with your chakras and spirit guides, but I've always struggled to find a good place to start and a lot of the sources that I've found clash with each other. I'm not sure where to start, is there anybody that could give me advice?
I am a big proponent of "The Silva Mind Control Method" There some free meditations on you tube and any number of websites. While the in person classes are the best, they are also expensive. I've used the home study program, which is on sale at the moment, I believe. This can help develop your gift. The home study classes require lots of diligent work and take a bit longer. Hth
Best,
Rob