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I am not a psychic but being disturbed by "spirits" since I was small.

Being a sincere human being, I have been given opportunities in viewing a lot of unexplainable amazing things - be gods, creatures of fairy tales, spaceships, flying experiences, etc. I have even seen Isaac Newton. But due to my religion I had never ever really bother about all these and keep on ignore/refuse for any of these connection.

However, at the same time, being disturbed by "negative" spirits, which is causing my life to be a disaster.

The negative energy has caused me unexplainable health problems since small, and bringing all the bad lucks, non-stop.

It's been more than 25 years, and the situation not improved. Most of the time, I have prayed to leave this world as earlier as possible.

Especially during the full moon, the spirits are so active and would come to me every night, causing me having problem in sleeping. They will wake we up even I had already slept. I could see them (mainly eyes) in liquid-transparent. Sometimes, the bedroom like the universe, other times, it's almost like the aura (like aura of north-pole as shown in pictures).

Perhaps I have been praying for my health for many years, the "spirits" actually touch my body (like massaging), and I feel very painful.

Many times (more than 100x), near-death-experiences come during nap/sleep, "things" force me to death or locked in that "space". I got to use the wills power to overcome it and just to wake up. I would not know, what would happen to me if I fail to wake up just 1 time.

I am not a psychic, hence don't know what's the things and why.

I have been going through many different experiences in these years, and do not know what's the purpose of me being born and as a human too.

The above not even 5% of what's I have been going through all these years.

Please help and advise if any. Thank you.

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Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
14 years ago (2010-01-05)
You can give power to bad energy and entities, or you can gain power for yourself instead. The more you believe this, the more it is so.

For example, it is like believing in ghosts. A few people who never believed have seen them, but more often only those who believe in ghosts can see them. This is why children can see ghosts, Angels, Guides, etc, more than adults. They were never told NOT to believe.

Another example is Holy Water used in exorcisms. It works because the priest believes it has power and the entity senses this faith.

So practise self confidence and learn to build protection for yourself. Have faith, trust, and belief in your Guides and Angels, as well as in your own abilities.

Oracle101, Psychic and Medium for 43 years
Always happy to help others
For more advice on this subject and others click on my profile name to read my other posts
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
14 years ago (2009-11-23)
If you are unable to contact your Guide you can still receive protection from negative energy. Rather than compare yourself to others you must understand that you are unique (as we all are) and so you must do what keeps you feeling safe and protected. Such as sleeping with the lights on, and praying to your Guides and Angels to protect you while you sleep so you can get proper rest.

Apparently since you have seen Isaac Newton and other spirits, the energies who fly about your room at night are trying to make contact with you also. They know you have opened up a portal (whether intentionally or not).

They choose evening to contact you since you can see them better in the dark, and because you are more relaxed and so accessable.

Summary: Before you go to sleep pray innerly for protection and privacy so you can sleep. Then outloud command all spirits to leave until you say otherwise. Also keep the lights on. Go to sleep feeling confident.

Let me know if this works or not.

Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-24)
It is important to understand that what you are experiencing is most likely a gift and ability that comes from achievement. Each life you live you reach a new higher level and with each new level comes a new ability which is to aid and help you in this lifetime.

Knowing and accepting this can make it easier for you to not fear your new ability but to slowly understand how it works, why you have it, and how to manage it. It can be a very beautiful thing. For example, I use mine to help people, and as my knowledge of it increases I can also help other psychics to understand and use theirs.

Just like shopping for a new car, you will find some helpful spiritualists, while others will be a waste of your time. This is why I keep telling people to instead contact their Guide (s). Your Guides will never harm you in anyway. They will protect you and help you more than any person here on Earth. If ones you contacted were not helpful or scared you then they were NOT your Guide (s).

Doing meditation properly will make you strong, not weak, and it is the easiest way to contact your Guide (s). It is similar to praying to God. Sit somewhere quiet where you feel most at peace, then innerly call on your Guide to come. Listen for any response. They may respond as an inner voice, it maybe faint at first, or they might send a message using a person, animal, insect, clouds, signs, etc. If you feel unsafe doing it outdoors then do it in your home.

Oracle ❤
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-19)
Oracle 101. You are most wise and your replies to others helped me greatly when I really needed answers. I too know psychic attacks all to well-except I seem to be the attacker. I wanted to take a moment to say that this is something that I was totally unaware of, and is really a defense mechanism. I'm very curious about your take on me. Would you please reply here or via e-mail with any intuitive knowledge? I would appreciate your wisdom as I go forward to help a spirit move on.
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-18)
Not all Psychics experience Psychic Attack, but some such as myself do know it well.

It can come from various sources such as the following:

-Dark entities who know you are helping other souls and want to stop you.

-Bad spirits who know what you are doing and want to target you.

-Evil souls from a past life who have tracked you down and found you in this lifetime.

-Curses, voodoo, spells, etc.

It is important to realize that not everything is Psychic Attack.

Spirits and ghosts might be trying to reach out to you for help.

Other times a person's soul might know you are a Medium and might try entering your body. (When I walk outdoors I am often not seen by people and as they near me they will suddenly change their direction and head straight for me but then act completely shocked and surprised when they walk straight into me and explain that they did not see me.) Friends who walk with me have to walk a certain way to block people from walking into me because it happens so often. Large crowds are the worst.

I am also very magnetic, which can draw the attention of negative energies even more so. This does not mean that you are at fault for being attacked, but as a very magnetic person myself I have noticed that the more positive I remain the less power these attackers have over me. (As explained in the documentary "The Secret", negativity draws more negativity.) The attacks might still happen because they know how powerful and good a person is and so are drawn to attack them, but you do not have to allow it to effect you in a negative way. Many psychics are not attacked and so they might not understand it and will assume you are doing something to attract it (the way a victim is blamed for an assault), but you and I know better because we live it each and every day. My friends witness it regularily and are always shocked how it comes to me from out of nowhere (the same way strangers come to me for help). My feeling on this is that the attacker's inner soul (or a dark entity which has possessed them) recognizes a good and powerful psychic and so attacks. Often the attacker is a puppet and does not even know they are doing it or why. Why do these dark souls attempt to attack people like us? Most likely because they know our purpose in this lifetime is to use our special gift to help other souls, so they try to stop us.

How do we protect ourselves from this?

There are many ways to protect us from evil spirits, dark entities, demons, and negative energy. I have experimented which several different protective shields and have found that some work better for me than others. You need to do the same; try many different forms of protections and find which ones work best for you. Some only work because you believe they work (again proving that the real power comes from within you.)

Here are a few of the more common methods of protection:

-Surrounding Dome of White Light (this comes from within and then spreads outwards around you.)
-Circle of Golden Light
-Amulets, Talismans
-Clear Crystal
-Gemstones which protect (Black Tourmaline, Blue Kyanite, Tiger Iron, Tiger Eye, Hematite, etc. You will find there are discrepancies and contradictions at to which gemstones give protection and which enhance or increase powers and abilities.)
-Burn Sage
-Scatter Salt
-Hang or scatter Cedar Needles
-Protective Spells
-Guardian Angel (s)
-Protective Guide (s)

Do research into these items and others then try each one and find the one which makes you feel most protected.

Remember that the power is within you more than in any object but sometimes using these items help re-assure us and remind us that we are protected.

Psychic Attack can also be decreased by looking after your health. Inner stress can eventually effect the physical body, and a weak body makes you more accessible to dark energy. It is common for most psychics to have their health attacked by evil entities in an effort to weaken them and even as a means to possess them so they can decrease (or access and gain) the psychic's powers. The most common ailments of psychics seem to be colds, headaches, lung, and heart problems. So you should be prepared by always being in the best of health. Be strong bodied as well as strong minded. Learn what helps you to relax and do those things. For example, nature walks, bathes, yoga, dance, meditating, reading, etc. Whatever you know works best for you. If nothing works then it is time to consider you might be experiencing a much stronger form of psychic attack and so you might require the help of other spiritualists to rid of whatever is attacking your body.


-Look after yourself.
-Avoid using any portal tools which may open portals to negative energies/spirits (such as Ouiji Boards, and using Tarot without protection and without first seeking out your Guides).
-Avoid associating with people who dabble in black magic, voodoo, vampirism, and other such interests.
-Do not read books or watch movies that are about evil, darkness, gore, horror, etc. This will attract dark entities.
-Read up on ways to protect yourself from psychic attack.
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-18)
You had posted a comment on my own story and asked for my advice on protection from psychic attack, so here it is.

First of all, you are a Medium. This is either a gift you inherited from a family member, or a level your soul has reached in this lifetime. It is to be used to help others.

After you learn more about it and how to protect yourself better while helping these spirits then you can decide if you want to disgard it. However it would be easier to accept it and learn to use it properly rather than to fear it.

To aid with this you need to contact your Guides. It is their duty to help you to learn and use this gift/ability.

You are also assigned a Guardian (s) who's duty is to protect you when you ASK (or pray) for it.

My next post will include the information on Protection.

Oracle, Psychic and Medium for 42 years
Pho (10 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-16)
I don't think religion can really help with something like that, sometimes were on our own here without help and you have to deal with it and fight it off yourself. Maybe try shielding, thinking of a loved one always works for me.
Br1tt4ny (3 stories) (28 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-14)
I am glad that you are starting to realize that you can defend yourself from "unseen assaults". Have faith in yourself because you can fend them off just as they can attack you. Keep positive that is number one. The mind is powerful and you do have control just not in the conscience sense. Try changing your words when you pray, physical peace or emotional tranquility. Try to activate different sensors in your mind by opening different thought patterns. In short step outside you box and do it with a smile.
wlk (1 stories) (15 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-13)
thank you for the advices.

In fact, I had tried to communicate to "them", but fail. I always "seeing" them talking to me, but couldnot receive / listen to what's about.

I know some of the positive spirits actually looking for me to "work-out something" for them. There are conflicts between the spirits and me, conflicts within positive spirits (gods), conflicts between the ghosts and gods. I had seen them fighting in front of me.

If 1 spirits shown too much of things or info to me, the others might turned up and disturb.

They might give me something (like psychic power?) if listen / obey / following them, however, I refuse to be under any of them. As this is not the life I want, especially in Asia.

And few times, spirits try to cause me death. My body become weak, swollen with extra 25kg, but everytimes my admission to hospital found nothing.

Due to their, my life is a mess and going downward. Everydays, I work extremely hard with wills power only (as body too weak), to settle all the hanky panky matters arisen from them.
elculver (4 stories) (18 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-12)
Wow. It seems like your life is really tough to get through. Well, there is not too much I can tell you. I think that if the spirits keep coming to you, they must know that you are one of not many people who can see them (or sense them). You should find out as much as possible, don't be afraid.

Good luck. 😉
mablat (1 stories) (3 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-12)
I agree with AnneV you have a gift don't be afraid of it learn more about it. Take control don't let it control you. If you educate yourself by doing some research and learning more about your abilities you can gain more control. I am sure that will also help with your depression. Take care and good luck on your quest.
CeeDee (1 stories) (36 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-12)
Accept what you are, a person who can sense things out of this day to day reality. You see that you have a problem that has not being solved with the tools you have learned with your education and religion. I am not saying to throw away these tools but you know that they have not been sufficient to help you on this matter up to day.
When you do not develop your power someone else is there to take power on you and this is what is happening with spirits who are playing games with you. Not funny games. You need to empower yourself, praying is good but it not enough if it is in a passive way. Put not only faith in what you really want but the certainty this will happend. It is your life, not anyone else life so do not let these spirits have power on you, tell them to go away. Shout them to leave you alone and ask a divinity (I don't know your religion) to assist you, feel it. Feel the light to have the dark away.
It is very difficult to be different but you are not alone. I wish you the best.
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
15 years ago (2009-05-12)
I don't know what religion you are but if you're wanting to leave this life early, lost and confused, you may want to try a new religion.

You've blatantly stated that you've willfully ignored trying to learn a thing about your experiences so of course you're not going to know anything. Why are you here? It's to stop being ignorant and start asking some questions and learning a few things about life and not just what is spoon fed you. I personally don't listen to any person or religion who tells me to hush up, don't ask questions and just have "faith". This keeps us as spiritual slaves and grounded to this base, low frequency reality. Take back some of your power! We are all unbelievably powerful and infinite beings but we don't accept that. Don't forget what Christ said, "Ye are Gods!"

Unbeknownst to you, you're going through very generic catatonic state, pre-astral and astral experiences. You can either visit my other website ( or do your own searches on Google. This will never go away and trust me, you're going to die soon enough - we all are - and then you'll be face-to-face with the other side and like most of the rest of the people on this planet; clueless.

Now is the time to ask those questions. Now is the time to question your reality. All this information is out there. The one great thing about this time is that we have a vast amount of knowledge available to us through so many sorts of media.
Best to you in your quest.

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