I am not a psychic but being disturbed by "spirits" since I was small.
Being a sincere human being, I have been given opportunities in viewing a lot of unexplainable amazing things - be gods, creatures of fairy tales, spaceships, flying experiences, etc. I have even seen Isaac Newton. But due to my religion I had never ever really bother about all these and keep on ignore/refuse for any of these connection.
However, at the same time, being disturbed by "negative" spirits, which is causing my life to be a disaster.
The negative energy has caused me unexplainable health problems since small, and bringing all the bad lucks, non-stop.
It's been more than 25 years, and the situation not improved. Most of the time, I have prayed to leave this world as earlier as possible.
Especially during the full moon, the spirits are so active and would come to me every night, causing me having problem in sleeping. They will wake we up even I had already slept. I could see them (mainly eyes) in liquid-transparent. Sometimes, the bedroom like the universe, other times, it's almost like the aura (like aura of north-pole as shown in pictures).
Perhaps I have been praying for my health for many years, the "spirits" actually touch my body (like massaging), and I feel very painful.
Many times (more than 100x), near-death-experiences come during nap/sleep, "things" force me to death or locked in that "space". I got to use the wills power to overcome it and just to wake up. I would not know, what would happen to me if I fail to wake up just 1 time.
I am not a psychic, hence don't know what's the things and why.
I have been going through many different experiences in these years, and do not know what's the purpose of me being born and as a human too.
The above not even 5% of what's I have been going through all these years.
Please help and advise if any. Thank you.