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I am 31 years old. I have had experiences since I was young but due to religion and guilt, I buried them and would not recognize them if they happened. In the last year and a half, they have emerged again and I decided to put away fear and let what happens happens. However, I have no one to talk to about such things. I am not crazy, paranoid, or have any mental illness. I am normal with a little extra something that supposedly everyone has but no one is talking, lest they think someone believes you are crazy or sick. Here are my experiences.

When I was two, I told my mother I had died and so had my uncle and sibling due to a gun shot and drowning. It freaked her out. Again, I was only two. This was on vacation visiting family in Chicago. I also told her I could show her where I used to live. But she didn't take me up on that one.

I had feelings about things. What time it was or a feeling of uneasiness before something bad happened. I dreamed of my father passing the hour it happened. He was in the hospital and I at a friend's house. The next day I just knew, but I passed it off as being worried. I went to the hospital and was told he had died but was on life support. I went home with friends, I felt (in my gut) sick because I knew he was going. He died that night. I was 12.

I would have feelings when I was younger of energy. Moving energy. Like when you are in a room with people and you close your eyes and you can feel them moving around except with me, my eyes are open and no one is there, just moving energy. This has occurred in several areas. Not a paranoid feeling like someone watching but just like someone is there moving around. Not threatening. Just gets my attention. Frightened, one time I told my mom, she said tell them to go away. She didn't believe me. But when I would feel, them I would and they would go away. Still, I felt them.

Things happened off and on for a while. Then I got married. Didn't tell the hubbie. Who would. He is wonderful but a very grounded boy next door. Doesn't believe in it or at least my part. We moved to a house a couple of years ago and then all of a sudden my senses where heightened. Energy in the house, the house felt heavy. I began to notice after a year of living there I could tell a difference in a house that felt heavy and one that felt light. I was feeling energies again, except each one had a different feel and there where four that I knew of. I only saw a shadow once while pregnant and it scared the hell out of me. After that, I never saw anything. I guess they felt bad or something. However, they found ways of saying hi. Blinking lights or messing with a digital clock on my cable box. We moved 8 months ago due to being military. Our new home is what I feel like as open or light. In the old house it felt enclosed, our new home is like you're in a field.

I dreamed of my step-father passing away the night before it happened. While touring a historical home in new england, I felt shivers all over my body like being cold but not feeling cold when entering the home. While standing in one of the rooms, I began to feel a dull pain in the back of my neck. A few minute later the guide told us someone died to one blow to the back of the head in that room. The house, by the way, felt heavy.

I just don't know what to make of it. There are a lot more things that have happened. Like feeling others emotions or I can usually sense what kind of person you are immediately when meeting you. I am not upset by it, but I feel there is some reason I am supposed to be aware. However, I have no one to talk to and I just keep feeling these things.

Sometimes I think what if I have lost my mind. When you become aware so much, what do you do? What comes next?

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GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
 
12 years ago (2007-12-15)
Nikki - I don't know you or your experiences. What I do know - at times I have fought, and fought hard, some presences. Not everything is good in life. Learn that now. If it's not happy and helpful and good, pray and pray hard and make it leave. Don't be afraid - stand strong. I'm afraid of very little at this point... That can also be good and bad I guess. But send away the bad stuff. It wants to tear you apart and make you weak. Just my two cents.
GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
 
12 years ago (2007-12-10)
Autumn - I've been married over 20 years to a scientist. He had no experience/acceptance of the paranormal, but we worked together then dated a year later. So, there was no way to keep it from him. Over the years, he's grown use the things that happen and maybe even finds them funny though he wouldn't admit it. I think you should - maybe- gradually let your spouse become aware and share with him. You will get some eyeball rolls, mostly because he will want you to hide and stay silent and undercover, and perhaps even fussed at if he's protective and afraid someone might call you weird. But, in the end, it's who you are. We've had a cat over 12 years He goes in and out at will. Yesterday, he didn't come home for food. This isn't unusual. He does it a lot - staying gone a day to seven days, hunting and prowling though he's "fixed..." Well this a.m., I woke up a little after 4 a.m. Having a bad dream about him. I don't remember it, just that it upset me. I told the hubby. Now he's prepared in case we don't get our cat home again. At least he had his fun and freedom. It was nice to be able to tell someone and have them understand. I hope our cat comes home beyond anything, but we're prepared...
carol (guest)
 
12 years ago (2007-12-10)
does anyone else get physically ill from these things? It takes a big toll on me. I was imprisonated last year and this whole year was dreamnt in prison. Was it because my senses were clear of all mind altering substances? My psych. Said "do you want meds to cover your gift or can you deal with it. This was in 2004. I took the meds then, but not now.
Nikki (guest)
 
12 years ago (2007-11-18)
I keep seeing red clouds at night and then they disapear. There is also this heat or sudden coldness. Whats wrong with me?
Nikki (guest)
 
12 years ago (2007-11-17)
please reply I really need some guidence. Not only for being the only medium around where I am that I know about but being a witch.
Nikki (guest)
 
12 years ago (2007-11-17)
i have 5 dead people living in my room. Nowone ele sees them and I thought I was going crazy until
thay actually started helping me. I feel all alone
wright now and I stil have my whole lofe ahead of me. I was a freak in elementry but this I can't handel. I reacently found out I might bepart witch.
i was sitting in class hopping to get picked and I did... 3 times in a row. For the rest of the week I had to be carful for what I wished for. Please don't laugh. What I'm telling you isn't funny and its true. The gost that lives in my room calles herself allyse. I can see her more clearly at night rather than day. I reacently learned that if I really want something I get it. Now I have to face middle school all alone. Please tell me what to do.
Katie (guest)
 
12 years ago (2007-09-26)
I have dreams about things before they happen don't worry your not on you own. 😐
rebecca (guest)
 
12 years ago (2007-07-23)
hi. I understand. I feel like your story is almost identical to mine. I have a deep love of my faith and thought that this psychic abilty was incompatable.

I told my mother when I was three not to fear dying as I had done it before, I predicted my grandfather's death when I was five, I have seen several ghosts and had spirit dreams. The morning after the tsunami I knew something had happened - it was like a buzzing energy - when I switched on the news I wasn't in the least surprised. I regulary have premonitions from the banal to the incredible.
I'm only starting to come to terms with it now aswell - I am in my 30's.
Before I was always scared people might thnk I was mad or attention grabbing or just weird.
Anyway...I just wanted to say hi :) *hug*
angie (3 stories) (23 posts)
 
12 years ago (2007-07-16)
i to have gifts that I try hard to keep shut away because of the sheer fear, it makes me sad because I think we are given these gifts to help humanity, but I can't move on and let go to it. So I know how you feel. I have no answers either. Love and light angie
Martin (128 posts) mod
 
12 years ago (2007-07-16)
Person with potential psychic talents that were buried by fear and shame from organized religion #1, I present you person with potential psychic talents that were buried by fear and shame from organized religion #2.

I don't mean no offense to anyone out here, but sometimes I wish we lived in a society that promoted spirituality free from dogmas and fear instead of being dominated by power structures more interested in its own survival than humanity's enlightenment.
Daniel (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
12 years ago (2007-07-15)
Wow , Your story is so close to mine. I have had psychic stuff (i.e. Ghosts, voices, visions) happen to me scince I was 12 years old. I buried them because I was a good christian and son of a pastor.

I also felt isolated. Nice to meet you.
Martin (128 posts) mod
 
12 years ago (2007-07-15)
Wow, many people around here have slight abilities but you seem to be a full blown psychic. Very impressive. I hope that you will find a few peer around here to talk to and won't feel so alone anymore. I'm sure others could also use your feedback on their experiences.

On the web, there's a community for everyone, from orange tibetan cat lovers to psychics 😉

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