I have never wished for my gifts to go away, but sometimes they can be a pain. I feel like ever since I told some of my very close friends about my gifts they, at first, think it's the coolest thing in the world and then use it to their advantages. After a while they get sick of it and they don't care anymore, sometimes they even get sick of me. So I can't talk to my friends.
My mom, who was a very gifted psychic died when I was two. I can't talk to my mom. My dad who is a little psychic, and who's gift's have died down over the years doesn't have a clue and I don't want to tell him. I can't talk to my dad. My sister who is seven years older than me doesn't believe in people who can do the things you and I can do. I can't talk to my sister. I can't think of anyone who else would be willing and trustworthy for me to talk to. But I need someone.
My gifts put me through pain, like many of you have also expressed. So a while ago I found this website, I saw how everyone was so open, and the responses were the same. I was hoping someone out there could help or relate etc. The most pressing thing I need help with is my out-of-body experiences, I just developed this gift and it is still unpredictable. I have about five a day, and it hurts. When I leave my body it can be painful, or painless, sometimes I am suffocated or strangled by an imaginary force. When I'm out I can't always control were I go, or how long I stay. When I finally come back it can be just like leaving and if someone interrupts me it could take longer the results can be bad, or dire. This can also make a scene, where scenes don't belong.
Thank you for taking your time to read this. If you can help me please leave me a comment.