I grew up not with the best childhood, I have had a lot of family die young including my dad when I was a teenager.
Ive suffered depression due to a a failed relationship in which
I was robbed of everything, and a recent one which left us both heartbroken. Anyway enough of the moaning. I have been a naturally psychic medium from the day I was born. I know stuff about people, places, what's happened there before. I can link in with peoples family who have passed. I pick up on peoples moods there past all kind of stuff.
I've had three mediums tell me I should do this kind of work, however this is where the problem is. I've worked in the army, been a police officer, a bodyguard, now I'm having the biggest battle of all coming to terms with this gift. I don't tell people about my the stuff I see and feel. If I told most of my friends they would say, "What? You?
No way." lol.
The biggest battle of all now is it is playing havoc in my mind. I am joining a development circle soon to sharpen it all up. I know it's what I got to do has anyone else been to shy to be themselves, and tell family and friends the real them. I think its a lot of the reason that my life has gone up and down
Hopefully it will change soon.