Now before I start this off, I'm an 18 year old guy and just made it out of highschool, lately my gut has become one of my best friends, I can see what people feel like (not aura but like if they're good people or not) just by movement facial expressions (I used to not be able to read body language at all). I've made quite a few predictions of stuff like when my buddies will get stuff in the mail and they're like "How did you know that was going to happen" and I jokingly say "Psychic powers". Just today I read how my mother felt and it scared her. She looked at me shocked because I read her mind and predicted how my best friends day was and knew it was going to be good just by gut. Over the past few years sometimes I'd say to myself "I want pizza for dinner" and my parents would end up cooking said food.
Or since I'm a volunteer firefighter when I go up to the station I feel on edge like I know the tones will go off and everyone else just doesn't catch the vibe. Is this ESP? Animals in the past have been known to get out of a city or town knowing a disaster is about to strike and I've been wondering, why is it so many people are suddenly gaining these gifts? I've heard the word, 2012 evolution of man or some stuff. I don't know what to think anymore.
Another thing is I've noticed 9 times out of ten on a game of Battlefield or other War game I will get a feeling that tonight will be a good fight. I'd rally up my buddies and we're cleaning out cities, houses and towns full of dudes trying to kill us but I ended up being the best player just because it's like I know inside where everyone will be or will end up leading my team.
In a way I'm terrified to think I'm psychic. I don't want to let evil into my heart or mind. I want to save people's lives as a firefighter and do other things to help but I've heard of psionic vampires and don't want to be like that. Any advice on this new alleged "Gift" would be appreciated. For the first time in years, I feel this is more terrified than dying