Wishes

Since a young age I've noticed something a bit odd. All my wishes come true. I've wished for things like being psychic or things to happen with my family or friends. I've wished for things like presents or for help in achieving something. I've recently realized that I repeatedly ask for it and I eventually get it. Of course, I don't wish for extremely unrealistic things or evil things. Just things that would help or make me or someone else happy.

Now, every night before I go to sleep, I go into a meditating state and sort of send out my wishes. Every night I repeat the wishes I have until they come true.

I also constantly look to the sky (at night and day) and speak to it in my mind. During the day I'll look to the sky to ask for advice or share some of my thoughts, or to ask for a favour. During the night I normally gaze at the stars and meditate on them, thanking them for things, and sharing my thoughts and wishes. That's kind of off the main subject but I thought it was kind of linked, so I'm sharing it just in case.

So I've been wondering, is this something kind of psychic? Am I causing these things to happen when I want them to? If so, what is this called? What am I meant to do with this ability and how do I work on making it stronger? Is it common/normal? Does anyone else relate to my story?

I don't know if this information will help but I'll include it anyway.

I've had several psychic phases such as being able to see the future, influencing peoples thoughts, seeing spirits, being an empath and others, but they all seemed to be just a phase - staying strong for a while and then fading away.

I'm 13 but very mature for my age. I also feel that I'm different, that I have a certain purpose.

Thank you for reading my story.

- Caitylin