I'm 15 and I suffer from epilepsy. For three years they've been trying to figure out what's causing them and no medicine has been able to stop them. When I have a seizure I feel like I'm dreaming and stare off.
I get weird smells and feel as though I could puke sometimes. The smells are usually something familiar that I can't place. It's a very distinct smell that's not good or bad. My doctor says it's an aura. Sometimes I feel really sad, really happy, or really tired afterwards. One time, I had one and afterwards I felt really sad about nothing and was crying. Then a wave of happiness came over me and I started laughing. I wasn't sure if my seizure could be caused from spirits around me. I've seen ghosts before and I'm always able to sense if someone else who I can't see, is in the room with me. One time, I burned incense and saw a woman beckoning me closer and waving me towards her after a few minutes of slight meditation. I couldn't see what the woman looked like very well because there was all light behind her. I heard the words "it's ok" whispered over one another and the vision stopped when I opened my eyes. When I was finished, I felt out of breath. I have also had the impression that I spoke to my grandpa who died a year ago. I couldn't smell him but I felt he was present almost like it was a smell. I whispered to him and I never heard him but I could tell if he agreed or disagreed. He stayed with me on and off for a day or two until I finally told him to leave me alone until I need him. It sounds kind of rude but during school I'd get distracted because I'd sense him really close.
What could this mean? Do you think I could be psychic or a medium? Do you think there's any correlation between seizures and psychic stuff?