First, let me introduce myself. Call me Kiti-san. I am an empath and a psychic vampire. These two skills work together extremely well. I have a slight issue with my psychic vampirism, and would like to have some basic information on my abilities. Ok, let's start from the beginning.
Throughout my life, I've always hated crowds, by wanted to be in them. It wasn't until about last year that I figured out that I could tell what people were feeling. I tuned into this 24/7, commonly tiring myself out and making my friends freak out by demonstrating my skill. I tried meditating and such, but commonly my mind wandered or I had terrible back pain. I learned that before I fall asleep, I am in the sort of state of mind where my senses are dull, as are my skills. I meditated during this short period, but the feeling became louder, and I began having premonitions in my dreams. Afterwards came the hunger for energy, the urge to be around everyone.
I began feeding off of anyone's energy, friends, family, strangers. I denied everything when I was blamed, not knowing I was to blame for the dull personalities and energies around me. Only when I realized it was me and I began making fields of energy around myself and my aura. My aura is an icy blue, for reference. Other psychic vampires prodded at my fields, but now it's constant, even when I'm isolated.
Also, I get frequent dizzy spells, and when I am harvesting energy, I close my eyes and it feels like the room is spinning.
Tips, facts, anything? Thanks! :)