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Lethality

 

I used to think that I used to just be a girl who could see auras. It wasn't up until my ex-best friend Cam asked me if my ability could become something more. I had never considered it, nor did I think much of it. That is, up until I began to consider that maybe I had more than one ability beyond the physical sense.

Then one night when my heart was torn up and I went outside and I notice the plants. They all were so full of life and my bitter emotions too hold. But instead of tearing the plants from their pots I did something else, some extraordinary: I killed them all. Without touching them, just by having my presence there they slowly began to wilt and lose color. Three more experiences like these took place, one involving an animal (squirrel) that also died... Keep note that I am ashamed of having killed anything.

But my ability was becoming easy to control and I eventually told Cam who asked me to do the impossible and do ill to a boy who had been bugging her. And so, when I was in said boys company I "afflicted" him too. But I stopped short because the feeling that I couldn't breath took over. The boy took ill and was away for nearly two months before getting any better. I'm a monster.

I have continued testing my ability in which I afflict people, the most commmon and simple point of transfer being to gather my dark "energy" into my hands and touch somebody. While my ability is dark and uncontrolled, I have to know if this is more than just a psychic ability and if this is something that "if in the wrong hands" could become dangerous. Please. Somebody help me.

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AlexanderRaid (3 posts)
 
6 years ago (2013-08-21)
Yours is like a walk in the park but my 'gift' (curse more or like). I can literally control and inflict pain on someone by touching there minds. There was a student insulting me I a demon. So I thought 'I'll sow you how's the demon, why can't you go cut your self in class. And you know what he actually cut him self at class and started screaming demon. That's when I know I have the gift if sirenation or mind control and when I wanted make him shut up I accidentally touch his mind and saw everything he saw then he started screaming in pain. A few days later he was diagnose... Brain dead. So this is my curse but also my gift
EpicAstro (2 stories) (34 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-03-18)
Also! This info is from my friends experiences. I MAY be wrong, but I have a feeling that I am wright. (Not to sound cocky)
EpicAstro (2 stories) (34 posts)
+1
7 years ago (2012-03-18)
All these comments make a good statement. Except (no offense to him or her) NaturalScience. I have a friend who has the same ability and if he were to read that comment, he would be offended. I will admit it is a darker ability that usually, but all abilities can become dark if you use it wrong. It is no where near a gift of black magic. The ability that you would have is energy draining, people may call you a psychic vampire/vampyre (which is offensive). You can drain energy yes, but you can also (probably) GIVE and manipulate energy as well. Which could make you good at healing and psionics.

I hope I didn't offend any readers, if I did, I'm sorry.
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-03-18)
My little sister, What you have in dark, you have also in light. The more you cause harm, or manipulate others in a harmful way, the heavier you are going to feel. Those who manipulate others grow further and further away from true love, which was what you were seeking when this all started. You cannot manipulate true love with fear. You can choose to let go of this heaviness and the burden it is creating for you. You could choose to over power the dark with light and return balance to your world. Then you could gain knowing of one of lifes secrets. There is a devine fire within all of us, what we choose to do with it is our gift of life. I have been to the dark and 'hell' is not hot. It is cold, emptiness like deep space. You will not like it there and to get back will be harder than you think. Yet pushing away light will cause this very real journey for you. So as I mote, so will it be. I send you the test to help you choose. Blessed be, Ladyhawke ❤
shapeshifter78 (2 stories) (169 posts)
+2
7 years ago (2012-03-18)
This actually has a name. It is called umbrakinesis. What I don't like about the name is that it includes controlling shadows. What you have is control over darkness which is one of the 2 strongest elements. Be careful since it is a very chaotic element and can easily consume you. Usually the emotions used to control it are anger, pain, and agony. Be careful with this GIFT, not curse. It is just too easy to use it for bad purposes.
psychic_randy (19 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-03-17)
I think I have an explanation. "Healing" is a common ability. It is fueled by positive emotions. "Lethality" as you have cleverly put it, is the same ability but in reverse. It is fueled by negative emotions. Most people don't have this ability because it never occurs to them that healing has an opposite. I personally don't think that you are a monster. I think you are just going through some hard times. Don't think of this a a curse. Think of it as an opportunity. An opportunity to help people. Don't EVER think that you are a monster. Think of yourself as invincible. Think to yourself,"I am an amazing person. Nothing can hurt me and I will not allow myself to hurt others." When something bad happens to you just think, "Oh well." Stop feeling sad and hurt and be happy. Have a good time. When you feel better you can use your ability to heal people. And besides. It's a good thing to be bad every while and again. If you ever feel really sad you can always go to a field and remind yourself what kind of power you have. Make all the grass and flowers wilt as fast as you can. But then, heal them and make them grow again. Make them grow as fast as you can and make them grow healthier and more beautiful than ever. Show yourself the kind of amazing things you're capable of. Be proud of yourself, who you are, and what you can do. And also, don't let anyone talk you into doing something you don't want to do. Remember. You're invincible. There are no such things as monsters so don't consider yourself one. ❤
NaturalScience (229 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-03-17)
Being "gifted" for black magic, as you seem to be, is a heavy cross to carry!
I prayed for you to find the very best Christian (!) healer or spiritual teacher available in your region when I read about your curse.
For it IS a curse to be able to harm others energetically.
Never, never use your black magic again - neither on request of others nor for your own purposes! Not even for experiment!
For all black magic you do to other beings on purpose will be reflected back on yourself.
This kind of Deadly Sin (I use Catholic terminology here because we are dealing here with demon and sorcery affairs about which Catholics have a good traditional knowledge) will always bring its own punishment with it, on Earth as well as in the Beyond.

The first event, with the plants, was not your fault but only the unwilled revelation of that force, thus it won't harm you back in a serious way. But it left a scar upon your mind: the idea of you to be "a monster"! I felt deep pity at reading this. But that negative self-image was the natural consequence of having done black magic even without involving your free will. It has the function of a warning to keep you off using your destructive "gift" again.

If you are Catholic do start using the Rosary, I'd even say do it daily in your special case which is so serious, and bring candles to Our Lady. Her good power is stronger than all kinds of black magic, according to Church's doctrine. If you were European I'd recommend to you Medjugorje in former Yugoslavia. The Franciscan priests there are said to be good at Exorcism.

If you are Protestant read Psalm 23 every day and go to Services designed for praying bad spirits away.

If you belong to some other religion check out which means it recommends against black magic by its tradition / doctrine.

And no matter if you do these religious things or not, keep completely off illicit drugs, avoid getting drunk, and never do Ouija board or other spirit-evoking "games". All this would be much more dangerous for you than for the majority of people.
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-03-17)
Actually most people whom see aura can read them:
To help either emotionally/mentally or physically.

The human body has all type of cells for all types
Of illness. It is the bodies ability to keep it
Balanced that prevents illness.

You tapped into an ability
To acclerate the maturity of the plant and tilt
The balance of ill health that almost caused your
Own health to waver, "you could not breath". When trying to hurt that young boy you tilted the homeostatsus=balance of the young boy.

What I do not understand is you had the experience
Of the plants, then the squirrel. Which you refused
To stop then went on to the boy.

Have you ever stopped to ask yourself why you
Are so angry and taking it out on life forces
Around you.

So if you wish to tilt the balance with others
Health it will affect you as well sooner or later.

It is easy to use energy for negative, or pull energy
Out of life forces. It is as if giving into mankinds
Lowest ability to hate,hurt.

You do have the ability to move energy which could be
Used for healing if you wish to do the work.
As a healer one must also do their own healing and
Manage their own thoughts/emotions and body.

It is more work than the story you have listed.

I normally do not speak like this but you seriously
Need to do a self inventory. And get new friends
That walk in a path of peace.

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