I will start from the beginning, it first started when I was about 8 years old. I used to suffer from panic attacks from a traumatic experience I had around the same time. I would wake up in awful cold sweats and would see the form of some beast at the end of the hall in my house. It seemed to be a werewolf. This was only one of two times I saw (what I believe to be) a spirit in the form of a Werewolf.
The second time was years later when I had a terrible flu and began having hallucinations from a fever. I was scared into a paralyzed state when I saw this werewolf stand at the foot of my bed then within an instant run beside me inches from my face growling and breathing heavily.
Now my main concern began last august (2011). I began to wake up between the times of 2 and 3am with such an overwhelming feeling of fear, I knew I was not alone in my room on those nights, I would hear the sound of footsteps against the carpet, I could feel eyes watching me and the presence of something very dark. It was then that I began to notice that my cat was growling and crying non stop. This would go only a few minutes on some nights, but on other nights it Would go on for hours. I was fearful of my life and too afraid to even get out of bed so I would lie awake helpless. Shortly after I took a trip to New Mexico for a month, but even there I couldn't escape this presence of evil. On one specific occasion I was almost asleep when the feeling of fear came over me once again, I broke out in a cold sweat and tears filled my eyes as I silently pleaded for this spirit to leave. It was then that I felt something push fiercely against my bed so much so that it shifted the mattress inches across the box spring below it. On another night I couldn't sleep at all and in the corner of my room I could see a dark shadow moving then it would disappear then reappear minutes later.
During the day time I was sitting in a car with the doors open when it suddenly mine slammed shut, it wasn't the wind because I knew it would have shut or at least moved the other doors as well but it didn't.
October-Decemeber 2011 is when I began to have the dreams. I had a total of three dreams all very similar, and all centered around what I believe had been haunting me, a demon.
In the first dream I lived in a small village with cornfields and wheat fields there had been rumors of people dying and strange happenings. Toward the end of the dream I was near a wooded area where I came face to face with what I knew had been haunting me because I had the same feeling, it was another werewolf like creature, it growled and snarled then would stop, and in a calming voice, ask me to come with it. At first I was unable to answer, but when I could, I would always say no, then it would disappear.
The second dream was like the first, only when it asked me this time it was much closer and near the house I lived in, it promised to protect me if I went with it, the beast seemed sweet and almost kind but I would still have the fear driving me to once again say no.
In the third dream I was in its cave crying because I didn't want to be there and because I thought it would kill me. This is the only dream I had where I could see the wolf clearly. It was gray and skinny and it's face had been burned. It resembled this.
This is when I asked its name, and it told me that its name was "five". This was the last time that I've seen this spirit in that form, and I hope it's the last.
After I woke up from these dreams I would once again be paralyzed with fear as I was overcome by the presence in my room. Whenever I say "five" it seems to make the feeling of it's presence stronger and it seems to call it, so I am sure that it is this demons name, or at least one of them. I do believe five watches me sleep and likes it when I'm alone.
I had a dream/experience a few weeks ago where I woke up again in fear and half consciously remained in a dream where I could only hear five asking me to come and be somewhere alone with it.
I've done some research on "guardian demons" and have only found one story close to mine, but with questions still unanswered.
So please help me.
I want to know... What is this thing?
Is there a reason it is with me?
Could "five" really be it's name and if so what does it mean?
If you have any additional information please share it.
Thank you so much for reading this, I hope I was clear and that you are able to help.