Am 41 year old southeast asian, educated, and just moved back in with my parents. A little background info. Am Hmong and have ancestors that were shaman. Spoke to a couple of spiritual leaders in the community and they said that I am meant to become a shaman. I am a Christian and I go to church. My parents are not and they believe in shamanism. Well, towards the end of November 2017, I began hearing my name being called out at night, every night now to this day. From nov-dec, it would call out my name all night long, total of 7-8 hours all night. It continues to still call out my name at present day. It makes me feel so uncomfortable as I am uncomfortable with the spirit world due to lack of knowledge and pack of communication experiences with the spirit world. I believe it does it exist. In the beginning it would just call out my name. Then in dec 2018, on several different nights, it cursed me out and said "F*cK YOU" repeatedly. I have not engaged with this entity as I do not know who it is and what it wants from me. Then weeks later, it began asking me to marry him. I have no idea what the heck that means, but "No" I don't want to marry this entity. Why won't it leave me alone? Also, I need to mention that it also threatened me, stating he wanted to murder me and kill me. He can't do that. I believe in God and God protects me always.
This week, I began playing biblical scriptures spoken in Hmong on youtube at night time to help me fall asleep. Please note, this has made me feel unsafe that I have begun sleeping in same room as my parents. That's how unsafe I feel. I know I am grown adult in my 40s and shouldn't be staying in same room as my parents, but I don't feel safe at nighttime sleeping in my own room, even though did when I first moved in May 2018. I recently filed for divorce in May 2018 and moved back in with ny baby brother who has three kids, his wife aka my sis in law, and also provides care for my elderly parents who lives with him. Thankfully, he lives in a two story, 3,000 + square foot home, which has enough space for me to also stay until I get myself back on track from my divorce, which is still currently processing. My divorce along with these paranormal activities, is stressing me out and I can't sleep. I just want my life back and start fresh without any of this. Can someone please help me to tell this entity to leave me alone.
Could it be that it is a living Man with a crush on you? If you are highly sensitive, he may be completely separate from the 'shadow figure.' (Try not to let fear of dark-feeling entities overcome you, they are just moving through the world like everything else.)
The Male may be more inclined to say things like "f*ck you" if he believes he is just thinking to himself, obviously reflecting his own insecurities. People can be obsessive, especially when laying in bed at night with their private thoughts and longings. Lots of people engage in nonverbal communication without realizing the actual cost, since contemporary culture hasn't yet evolved to acknowledge it even exists.
I suppose it could be a bad idea to confront this person if you can identify them, since you don't want to enflame the behavior, but perhaps there is a way to encourage them to move on from you.
I hope you reclaim your sense of peace! ❤