Four months ago, I was high on weed and sat down in a park. This has happened to me a few times before where I almost had super hearing, but only while I was high.
This time I heard a man talking about me. There were a few people at this park and but none of them were close enough for me to "hear" them. Except for one. This guy saw when I sat down and said "So you are a nature boy your not some psychopath like all these people think you are." And I thought about what he said. I repeated what he said in my head. And then he said. "Oh you can hear me?" Then walked up to me.
Somehow I was pretty calm about the whole thing and stayed seated. He had a dog and I asked to pet it. Then he dropped something and I picked it up for him then gave it to him. Then he touched my hand when I handed it over.
I walked away and sat somewhere else about I don't know 300 feet away, and then I heard him again. I couldn't see him but I could hear him. When I looked around for him I remember hearing him say, "He's looking for us."
I can remember parts of what I heard and the entire scene, it's almost like watching a movie when I think of my memories. Back to the park, while I was sitting there a fly flew towards me and it seemed to bounce off of something before it hit me when I focused on it. I was in an enclosed balcony area and this fly flew in and came straight at me.
I was sitting in this spot for a while listening to what this guy was saying, party messing with him because it kind of seemed like a game to me. Then I heard a drum banging in a strange beat, and this man was trying to stop me from moving. I felt my body began to freeze up. And immediately stood up and he said "God dammit."
After this I walked away to catch the bus home. While I was walking away I was curious to see where this guy was because I also remembered hearing a older women with him they both sounded 40's or 50's and the man I saw was about 45 years old. I looked around and saw a couple walk from behind a building and assumed it was them.
When I was walking to the bus stop there was a group of people playing basketball. I'd rather not say what I heard them say because it was personal about me but they were talking about me when I came to be in their eyesight. They were loud just like the man before as if they were up to my face talking to me but far away. Like their voices was far but loud enough for me to hear and pick out what was said as if, like I said, were talking to me.
I repeated what one of them said in my head and they reacted to it. This has been going on for months now. I've only smoke twice since then. When I'm sober I still hear what I've come to realize what is some people's thoughts, or what they are saying out loud. For some reason I can only hear it if they are talking about me.
It isn't just people that I hear. There is an entity that is latched on to me. I don't talk to it but I can hear it and it try's to trick me and calls itself a demon and says it's in my head. I first heard people react to it that's how I found out about it. The people around me called it a demon and too them it sounded like it was in my head. I've come to think that it's been on me since four months.
It talks a lot it sometimes, like right now, it says. "Can you hear me?" I can feel it on my head it doesn't feel heavy but it's just a pushing on my forehead. That's been there for a while I almost got used to it, it just said "Your used to me now then said you can hear me."
It messes with me constantly and gets louder when I'm trying to sleep. I've pushed it off like four times but each time could still hear it but the pressure was gone and I felt free. But each time I thought about it and stupidly let it back on my head. It makes it swallow. I never used to do it but I now randomly swallow sometimes and I can't control it.
Every time I go to push it off or out it says "please don't push me out." Then for some reason I think of me soul or it calls it my heart, a heat in the middle of my chest. Or I think of my genitalia. Its automatic I'm able to think about pushing it out again but it's a lot harder after losing my focus. It sometimes tells me to put it on other people but I know that it is morally wrong and I don't wish this upon anyone else.
I've been a lot more stressed out and depressed then usual and sometimes I forget what's going on and let this entity get the best of me. I've also encountered other entities, I can't see them but I can hear them. One was pretty strong and attacked my leg.
My third eye feels extremely open whenever I'm high, and I'm more sensitive to attacks or feelings as well. Like the one time my leg was attacked. It sounded like something was running towards me on the ground and I quickly turned towards it and I felt a pain on my right hip. It felt like when you get a tingle down your spine but it was very powerful and hit like a bite.
The entity on me told me not to think about it but I did and the heard it talking, saying it was going to bite me again. So I pushed it away and ran from the spot. It was very terrifying because I've never been attacked so strongly before. Then when I went back to the same spot sober it tried to attack me but couldn't and it said something about not being able to attack me.
I need help I feel like I don't know what to do, yet I do at the same time. I've talked to my parents about this, at first they thought I was crazy and told me that I might be schizophrenic, then they later came to believe me but don't understand and aren't really helpful. I know that they are trying their best but I also know that they don't understand.
This is my main experience I didn't mention the rest of them but this is the main one I need help with. I'm under the age of 18 and am in school.
Also, since I was so vulnerable at the time, I think an entity attached to me when I had my mind open and my guard down. It only really talks to me at night when I try to go to sleep. It tries it's hardest to keep me awake and says things like "No, don't go to sleep! What are you doing? Stay awake!" And occasionally will scream my name and taunt me with laughter and use the voices of my friends and his parents from that night. I don't know if it could still be them talking to me or not, but I assume it isn't because I'm miles away from them, back in my home town.
I've told my mother vaguely about the voices, but not about what happened at my friends house. Mostly because I want to forget it, and never go back there again. I spoke to a woman who is very spiritually attuned, and she said she does feel something attached to me, but that she doesn't think it had malicious intent. She said it's more of a "trickster" type of entity, trying to pick on me and that I should try to play along with it and stop fearing it, to laugh when it laughs at me, and ignore it's comments. I'm going to take this advice to heart, but I was wondering if anyone else has advice to give me about the situation.
I do not intend to smoke weed again, and I also do not intend to go to my friends house again after the incident, at least not with their parents there.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, and I would be forever grateful if you help me get to the bottom of this and help me understand what exactly is happening.