I'll start by saying I have always believed in the paranormal and I have always felt a connection to it. I have strong intuition and constant deja vu. I'll pick up my phone to call someone and they will be on the other end, I will hear my phone ringing but it isn't, then to everyone's amazement it will ring within a few minutes.
I've had so many strange things happen I can't think of them all to write them. Lately a lot has been going on I feel like if I tell people they will think I'm nuts. This latest incident has made me really look at myself and wonder what is going on, it was a dream I had about a 2 weeks ago... I'll start with the dream then explain why it is strange... I dreamt I was in my husbands ex-fiances room going through a box of I guess personal items like a keep sake box. I was looking for anything or I think a ring that belonged to my husband. I instead picked up a what looked like a large square dog tag it had a skull and cross bones on the front, I turned it over and saw the name of my husbands exes brother (I'm not putting the name, confidentiality) and the dates May 4th and 1974. I am very good at remembering my dreams so when I woke up I made sure to tell my husband, you see my husband was best friends with his exes brother, he lived with her and her family in while in high school and they were all close.
The brother died in a supposed accident (fire). I never read about it when it happened and I was never aware of any date or his age when he passed. I was younger and was not aware until I met my husband of the full details of what had happened. This was about 12 years ago.
A week went by and everyday I thought about this dream and wondered if it meant something more So I searched the local newspaper archives and was amazed and sickened to see that this date was the date he passed and the year he was born... I felt sick to my stomach and I want to know why I dreamed this.
I've had other strange dreams but this one takes the cake... I have an actual date I guess I'm looking for advice or for someone to tell me I'm not crazy. Any insight or advice would help. I feel like either I make a lot out of nothing or something real is going on.
Do people know when they are psychic or is it gradual? I've tried meditation but it's hard to clear my mind. (I have three active sons).