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Floaters? Or What?


My mother use to tell me about ghosts she had seen or weird things that would happen to her when she was young. Now though, my mother is heavly medicated for depression and other. She told me that our family had a history of "being more sensitive than other people." She did not further elaborate.

Around the ages of 10-13 (this is me we are talking about now) I started having dreams about things that would happen the next day or in the following week. I started. I'm not sure; almost like I could "feel" other peoples emotions. And it weighed me down. One day I was sitting watching TV when I saw these balls of light! They were bright and almost acted like bugs, crawling around my walls. I blinked a couple of times and pinched myself, wondering the while if I needed to go to the doctor. I got scared and covered my face with a pillow, and when I went to look again, the balls of light were gone.

I was curious if maybe I had some sort of "ability," so I started to read a book called "Solitary Witch" (by Silver RavenWolf). So of the stuff I just kind of thought was bogus! But other things I tried. Spells and such, which did seem to affect my daily life. This scared me and I stopped at once (the book is currently in the back of my closet collecting dust).

I now take the same medication as my mother for depression and anxiety. A few months ago I decided that I didn't want to be on the medication anymore and weaned myself (with doctors help) off of the meds. The shiny little balls of light came back! But now they are smaller and zoom around over head. They don't seem like "eye floaters" you know, the little things you see at the corners of your eyes.

Currently I am on my meds because of the "weight" I talked about earlier.

I am wondering if I am just a little crazy, or if it's something else? If it is I would like to know how to strengthen my "abilities" (?) (interested in aura's and have tried to see some with little success... More of a feeling of them), or if I should just talk to my doctor and shrink more?

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PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-28)
colormecici usually with the float they look like micro worm shape lines.

When I have seen the small balls they are the side
Of a large fly except they are round. I've seen
Them in off white, or grey, and have seen them around
The Hospital quite often.

My self and my husband saw a large mist move and it
Was not a floaty. It was around one of the most haunted places in England when we drove along this
Country road. We both felt this large mist was a person, and I asked for confirmation. A day or so I saw a program of Town "Rye", had a haunted Hotel and there was a picture taken of a mist. Once blown up it showed a person.
ShadowPanther (54 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-28)
colormecici the balls of light that you have been seeing sound like clowns to me (to get a full description just Google it 😊) and I reckon that going off the medication has allowed you to view them again. Maybe this could be what your clown meant by saying it ran in your family.
Also before I forget I would like to make an author suggestion too if I may as Silver RavenWolf is *cough cough* notoriously... Unreliable and also highly discredited among the pagan community if you want to read something good on the same topics try and find a Scott Cunningham book or maybe Ann Moura (her stuff is decent enough 😐). Anyways hope this helps!


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