Let me begin by saying that I have had psychic/sensitive experiences
Nearly all my life. When I was young, those experiences would scare
Me. I grew up not understanding, and feeling alone. It wasn't until
My late teens that I spoke with anyone about it. I confided in my
Sister who is four years older than I. To my surprise, she also
Has had experiences. Later in life, my sister and I were talking
To my mother and at the risk of sounding crazy opened up to her.
I was surprised at her response. She never had anything happen to her,
However she explained to us that her grandmother did. She was some
Type of faith healer. She also knew when loved ones were going
There is comfort in knowing that we are not alone. That their
Are others like ourselves. The question is, what do we do with it?
How are we suppose to grow and nurture our gifts?
It is a responsibility, one that I feel I have failed to some
Extent. The event that follows is why.
I was driving home on the highway when for some reason
I looked up to see a billboard. On it was a picture of a beautiful
Blonde haired little girl with the words 'have you seen me written'
On it. I only saw her picture for a moment, but then in my mind
That same beautiful picture changed drastically. The expression
On her face and her stare grew blank, I literally watched this
Poor child's face decompose to the point of parts of her skull showing through.
I quickly pulled off the highway. I couldn't keep my composure.
I cried for her. I told her how sorry I was that someone could do
That to her. As I cried, I began to feel her with me. Some how
It was as if a warm blanket had been wrapped around me, and I was comforted.
I was so tired when I got home I laid down to take a nap.
Later that evening I was preparing diner, as I was standing at the
Sink rinsing vegetables I felt her energy rush up behind me and
Stay close to me as if she was frightened. It took me by surprise
Because of the way she made me feel. The only way I can describe it
Is to say how I myself felt as a little girl. Her energy was so
Strong. I had never before or since then felt an energy like that.
I knew what she wanted from me, but at that time I didn't
Know who or how to contact anyone for her.
She visited me a few times after that, but eventually she
I just wish I could have helped her.