My name is Alexandria and I'm 13 years old. Ever since I was little, babies always stared at me. I used to pretend that I was the lost princess of Babyland and I had babies being born to find me one day (I've always had a big imagination when I was little and sadly I still do). I never knew why they stared. I just look up to see babies looking at me.
I Always knew there was something different about me. I just never wanted to admit it.
When babies stare at me, I feel this emotion I can't explain. It feels like I've seen those babies before or like I knew them before. I knew that was crazy because some of the babies were only a few months old.
I'm probably being paranoid or something because Its probably babies being all adventurous and nosey. I just can't feel like I have a connection with them. Crazy right?
Over these past years, I noticed that babies stare at me more than anyone else in my family. I usually have a low self confidence when other people stare at me but when babies stare I feel a connection.
Also, some days I feel completely invisible, and other days, it feels like everybody is watching me (like today everybody was watching me). Yep it is official. I'm crazy.
So if anybody has an explanation for this, please share it with me because I'm very curious. You can also admit to me that I really am paranoid and I should stop having a big imagination;) I won't feel offended at all. I just want to know why babies always stare at me. And also why I feel different everyday. Thanks!::))