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I Became A Medium At 19


A year after my boyfriend killed himself I had what I would consider to be a spiritual awakening. I asked for much needed help. Help I had needed long before he had died. Minded, he killed himself 3 days after I ended our 5 year relationship.

I was 19 at the time, when I woke up in the hotel room with my mom, preparing to return home from my dream college. I heard a voice talking to me. It was undeniable. I was laughing and the voice was trying to convince me that I knew exactly who I was talking to.

I, being a psychology student immediately assumed I had had a psychological break and was now dealing with a form of schizophrenia.

Since that day, I have been talking to him everyday and other spirits, as well.

While they have helped me in many ways and I love this new ability I seem to have (I'm still not completely convinced I'm not crazy...) I feel as though he is consuming too much of my space. And sometimes he tricks me by telling me things that aren't true...

The only thing that's reassuring me about this is when a spirit came to me at the treatment center and begged me to relay a message. Minded, I had no idea the person I relayed a message to had lost this loved one.

Though, when I was younger I do recall seeing my grandfather who had passed on the side of my bed. And since I began hearing them, I have seen figures that they wanted me to see. They also are capable of speaking through me. They supposedly are here to help me and I do believe that. But I would like to be able to have control over myself again. I'm unable to meditate without being talked to, even though I do my best not to acknowledge them.

I'm in desperate need of some guidance for this is my second time reaching out. I have told only my family for fear of being judged. How am I able to tell when a spirit is being truthful and even if that spirit is who they are really are?

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PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
8 years ago (2016-07-20)
Google:Spirit Release Forum, please see-Prayer for clearing and realizing Negative energies and entities.

Do sage smudging over your self and residence.
You need to do an egg cleansing 2 to 3 times a week.
Do some internal soul searching which can define an unknown opening to this entity.

In short it needs to go.

You need to learn about Spirit release and various types of Mediumship.
carri (22 stories) (221 posts)
8 years ago (2016-07-18)
Sorry to hear of your boyfriend killing himself. When someone has a traumatic death then they may have an troubled spirit. They may try to communicate.
Sak1995 (guest)
8 years ago (2016-07-18)
To explain what happens it is as if I'm whoopie Goldberg in the movie ghost where Patrick is able to speak through her. I desperately need to gain control over it so he isn't able to communicate through me at his own free will.
I am emotionally exhausted.
Sak1995 (guest)
8 years ago (2016-07-18)
Thank you for your advice. I am still not sure how to and if it is possible to turn off my abilities at times because I feel as though I haven't had a moment of peace since this journey began. Yesterday he thought it would be funny to make me fall and now I'm badly bruised. How do I stop allowing him to move me and speak through me?
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
8 years ago (2016-07-14)
You are in a lovely country in which you can learn and replace knowledge. The reality is we are all spiritual beings inhabiting a body. We all have ability in the 5 sensors. As a child on an unconscious level you danced doorways that were and were not visible. As babies we know this. As we grow we learn fear and our centers close.

Many people see spirits from time to time. But if your desire is to be a medium even a born medium must learn the trade to deliver 24/7. You sound like a sensitive. And I am sure if you sit and ask yourself what you experienced up to now you would define your true abilities which show a predominance above the odd.

To clear the state, meditation. Set some boundaries.
Tell all voices to stop and give you space on certain hour you choose.

Lear the basics of the Claire: clairvoyance, clairaudience etc.

Look at walking meditation, Zen.

Hope this helps, please keep posting.
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
8 years ago (2016-07-14)
I only sense you have had this ability since you were a child.

The ask the same question twice, the spirit can not lie.
Also listen to the unction (knowing
) on the inside of you.

Remember you do not have to accept that guide as your guide. You can send them away.

If you are using sweet grass, you must use sage 1st. As sweet grass alone can draw a trickster spirit.

Good journey

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