Have you ever felt a weird connection to someone?
To someone you never met?
I am not saying about idols or Internet relationship.
In my case, I felt a connection to the name 'Henry'.
Come to think of it, it's not just the name.
I don't know when this had started but I kept dreaming about this guy (whose face I will never see). In my dreams about him, I felt that I knew him. And that we are supposed to be together. But I always felt intense sadness that come along with this feeling. It's like, a sad longing feeling.
Especially when I woke up. I will feel so sad that I will cry and I felt like 'why aren't you here with me right now. I miss you so much'.
I know it sounds weird. It's weird to me but this had been going on for years. Not that every night I will dream of him, but I know when I dream about him. It's just a strong feeling.
So one day, I woke up again feeling this heartaching pain making me feel all sad and stuff, I thought to myself that I will give him a name.
And the first name that popped up in my head is 'Henry'.
Then I felt another weird feeling that he likes being called 'Henry' (or maybe that is his real name. I really don't know)
Sometimes when I dream about other things like having a relationship with someone or some idols I will wake up and felt like 'Henry' is upset over my dream and I felt like crying as though I've betrayed him or something.
But I don't only get this feeling when I am asleep or just woke up.
Sometimes during the day, when I was working or doing some stuff or when I am feeling particularly down, I will think of 'Henry' and I will get the same sad feeling. Like I really wished he is here with me.
This feeling does not happen even if I met someone named Henry. It's just that 'Henry' from my dream.
I really hope that anyone could shed some light to this matter because I don't know if this is something psychic or it's just a... You know what dream of a woman.
(I didn't tell anyone about this because I am afraid of being called a desperate)