My name is Matthew. I am a 20 year old African American (Gemini). There's really no easy way to transition into this but let's do it. When I was born, my mother died right after in the hospital. I lived with my Grandmother since then until she passed right after I graduated high school Summer '16. Growing up I was very shy, sensitive, and quiet. I loved to go out and play with friends but I would rather to stay by myself and play. I was always in my own world.
Around age 5 I had a life changing experience. My family had a barbecue outside of my house, and there is a huge field in which the house sits on. It was getting late, around 8 pm. I was riding my bike and rode around this abandoned building right next door to us. My grandmother was outside talking with company so I thought it wasn't a big deal. Around the opposite side of the abandoned building was a UFO, in front of my own eyes. If you are a skeptic, I am not forcing you to believe anything. It was on the ground, under the moonlight, sitting behind a huge tree and lightpole. I left my bike there and ran back screaming to the house. I told my grandmother but I think she might be believed I was imagining.
Ever since that night I have always had a feeling that there was always something or someone with me, watching me, and guiding me when I'm alone. I am now 20 years old and have had dozens of psychic experiences. I see synchronicities everywhere I am. I usually see them through numbers, Conversations with others, license plates and more. I get a lot of guidance through my dreams from a voice I hear in a whisper, but can't see who is saying it. It once told me that "I grow with the trees", Which I still can't place my finger on what it means. For some reason I feel every emotion DEEPLY. Especially through music.
I have this magnet like force that flows through both of my palms whenever I put my attention towards them or something spiritual. I know there's a deeper meaning, but I don't know where to start. I see black and gray visions when I close my eyes. Babies and pets ADORE me for some reason. I have dreams of this white tiger that has been growing and aging... Almost the same time as I unveil all of these happenings. Now I see the tiger in paintings and clothes and pictures everywhere. I don't know. I know there's someone out there that can make sense of this. I just need a little guidance. Thank you all for listening.