I have always seen people that weren't there. I look away or blink and they are gone. Unfortunately, I feel from them too. Once I was in a car and as we passed a corner I saw a young man who was dressed in a white tee shirt and orange jogging pants. I knew he had actually been there two years ago, that he had gone out because his baby needed formula, and that he had died on that corner, because someone hit him with a car.
He was benign.
Lately I have had a visitor at night that is terrifying. I can't even make myself look at it because it projects such hate and rage that I lie awake with my eyes closed praying for morning, in total fear. This being has followed me since I was 13 years old. I will be 39 next month. While it can be years between the experiences, I am ready for them to be over. How do we take control?
I would also like to know that I am not crazy. I have seen spirit animals and people. I have seen the spirits of the lost and the spirits of murderers. I have a real fear of coming across a spirit that is too crazy to know what it can't do and actually suffering physical harm instead of the psychological damage of having these horrible emotions on me in a single breath. Can someone here give me some direction?