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Who Or What Am I?


This is kind of a long choppy history, so please try to follow. As long as I can remember I have been very keen to others emotions. I can read people & tell if I will like them almost immediately. People are often drawn to me & have told me they do not understand why. As a young child it was discovered that I had a brain tumor, which in turn, at nine years old, caused me to become unresponsive & die for almost 3 minutes. It was after waking from the 2 week coma, I realized, that my life was going to be very different.

My childhood home became eerie. I felt like it was haunted. My parents wrote it off as almost ptsd. My family decided to move. The next home was no different & the next & the next, etc. As a teen I began dating someone that had a mother go missing when he was a young child. I was drawn to his energy for some strange reason. This is when the dreams became even more vivid. As strange as it sounds, it was almost like his mother brought us together, so she can finally rest.

As an adult I have met many people that say there is something about me that they can not figure out. And recently people have felt what has been described as electricity coming from my hands & it almost feels like spirits are trying to speak to me. I feel crazy.

Over the past winter I had randomly met someone that started the conversation not with a greeting but with "use your gift, don't fear it, because you're going to lose it". As far as the spirits go, the other day I kept having this strange thought that a friend of mine had told a "ghost" in her home to go away because she was scared. It was almost like this thought wouldn't get out of my head until I had text her "weird random question. Did you tell your house ghost that mimics all those voices to go away?" she called me in hysterics asking how I would know that. HOW DID I KNOW THAT?

I need someone to tell me what I am. I am so confused. I feel almost like people must think I watch too much television, but the only thing I watch on tv is the news & adult swim!

If this is a gift/curse I need someone who understands to help me figure out who & what I am.

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bnaur (10 posts)
11 years ago (2010-09-17)
Spend time with God. Get on your knees, read your scriptures and find a church you like. Only then will it become clear how to use your gift that God gave you to sense these things.
iobmaig (1 stories) (2 posts)
11 years ago (2010-09-16)
i left out the part about the scratches. Sometimes it happens while I am awake, sometimes while sleeping. Scratches appear on my body and I know it is not I scratching myself, because I literally bite my nails down to almost nothing. Sometimes they are very faint and I won't really notice and sometimes I notice right away because they burn. I read this could be demonic. I am getting concerned that the spirits have found a doorway through me, and are taking full advantage of my sensitivity.
Lili (111 posts)
11 years ago (2010-09-09)

You can email me any questions you have, and if I can I will answer them. My email is on my profile.

iobmaig (1 stories) (2 posts)
11 years ago (2010-09-09)
thank you for the advice. I realize I have to practice and sharpen these "gifts", I just don't know how, and I have no idea who I could go to for guidance.
Lili (111 posts)
11 years ago (2010-09-08)
It's really hard for everyone to figure out what they are. They just don't know. They have to hmm... How to say that... Hmm... Awaken? Like they find their abilities but don't know why they need them, who are they and so on. And that's for you to find out who are you. You will know when the time comes right. You have to search for it too.

And you aren't crazy. You just have gifts. Use them, and practise with them.

I wish you good luck.


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