I Think I'm Supposed To Be A Medium.

This is my third story and I'm feeling a bit dumb posting it. I need some advice, well lots actually. I'll first briefly go over what I can do for anyone who hasn't read my other stories (I'm sorry if the other stories were to blunt or if I offended anyone when I was writing them I was really scared). Ok every since I was a baby I've been able to predict deaths. So far I've predicted all the deaths in my family which is about 5 or 6 I think. I never thought I was any different because of this I actually only really realized that this wasn't normal last year when we were at a café and for some reason we were talking about fairies, dragon ect and I said that something was really weird and my mum replied saying "no what is weird and scary is living with a girl who predicts deaths". She then told me about all the deaths I had predicted. I knew that I had predicted deaths before but I had never really thought about it. I started researching about promotions and discovered that I could be psychic and that some of the things could do weren't 'normal', that is when I posted my first story. In my second story I explained how I could see auras clearly in my head but I think this might have grown because recently I have been seeing a sort of energy field around people. I also wrote about being able to talk to my dog and cat (recently I have not been able to call pets pets because to me it seems rude, my friends think I'm weird because I refer to them as people), sensing presences, empathy, OBE and I think that's all. My second story I posted in a bit of a hurry so sorry if I didn't make much sense.

I have recently begun to accept that I am psychic and ever since more things have started happening. The first things that really happened was that I talked to my mum about seeing this shadow man standing outside my bedroom and downstairs when I was little and that kind of freaked her out a lot. Just so you know my mum believes me but she says she doesn't know what to believe but she supports me as I want to learn more about psychic abilities. When we were talking about this mum told me about how that other day she had met a woman who got messages to go places and do things. Mum told her about what I could do and she told mum to encourage me but to tell me to be careful of bad spirits. That night mum told me about the white light shielding technique she had been told about it from some friends. I have been doing the technique every night and nothing has frightened me. A couple of days later mum told me that one of her friends had felt that she needed to tell mum to tell me one of the bible scriptures I'm not sure which one but I looked it up and it said something like this 'Fear not, for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God'. I don't know what this means but everyone keeps telling me to be careful but to continue learning. Could it mean anything or am I just being superstitious?

Another thing is I have had some experiences where I believe a spirit has touched me. There have been two major experiences but both of them have left me feeling warm, relaxed and happy. The first one was when I was at my friend's house. She lives in an old house that is over 100 years old. She is a strong empath and telepath and has had one past life vision. On here property is an old colonial slab hut she had her vision here. She feels protected here and everything seems to be light and happy when she's there. I'm getting off track we were sitting in her bedroom and I was scared because her cat wouldn't come anywhere near me (this is weird because cats usually are really calm around me) and she kept looking behind me and running away. I was getting really worried and scared then I suddenly saw arms hugging me. My friend laughed at me not because I thought somebody had hugged me but because of the way I reacted. My friend and I think we might have known each other in a past life because that first time we met we knew each other straight away. The second time happened when I could have sworn in my life that my cat Bella who had passed on last year sat on me. Can spirits touch me?

I have also been able to put matches out just be thinking about then going out and when I light matches they flare up really high and stay like that until I put them out. Is this anything? I have also recently been able to move a wind charm hanging in my room by thinking about it moving. Is this ability? I've also created a couple of winds inside but usually straight after I wake up. I keep getting this over whelming feeling that I'm meant to be a medium which is really scaring me because I don't think I could be one and I would get scared. Any advice? I'm scared and would like any advice that is available. Please help me. Thank you for taking the time to read this.