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Super natural isn't what I would like to refer to me or anyone else as, for the simple fact it is our true nature. Though as each generation passes it becomes less common and we are seen as delusional people. Society has changed deeply, even to the point I cannot tell any of my loved ones about the biggest part of me.

Though I still am not sure exactly what I am. My mother for reasons I don't know will resist telling me about her family, all I know is that I'm Mexican and Native American. Just like her mother though, evil was attracted to her and soon she became attracted to evil. My father is a very religious preacher maybe that's why he's the black sheep of his odd family. Nearly everyone on my father's side have the same cruel tendency of emotionally abusing their loved ones, and taking pleasure in other's negativities. I know this feeling because I have felt it before; it's much like a bad habit that gives satisfaction. Overall none can compare to my grandfather who has lived in the same old house near the eerie creek for decades now. At night he is a different person, angry for no reason so much anger they used to tie him to a chair to calm him down because he had even tried killing his own kids, including me when I was still in my mother. They found nothing mentally wrong with him, but he does not try to kill anyone anymore he's converted to breaking objects and locking himself inside the house.

Since I was a child I always felt like something wanted to harm my dad and I never left him alone even when he was napping I would be there to make sure nothing touched him. It wasn't until I hit double digits that I started getting visions. I thought it was simply imagination so I forget about it, until I saw it come to life and remembered seeing it before. Soon enough I felt like I was being followed, I was so sick of being scared so I stopped believing in Jesus and felt it go away. I quickly sank into the bad life of doing drugs, until the worst day of my life came. Out of nowhere I woke with the sickness called vertigo (unbalanced equilibrium). But I myself didn't feel unbalanced, but as though the world itself was moving a different way as though something was terribly wrong. It lasted three days and I was never the same.

As soon as I became pure again physically and mentally my visions had changed. They didn't come to me anymore, but simply by letting my mind perfectly visualize something through my eyes that could happen... Did happen. To this day I'm still very scared of this and try to refrain my mind from creating visions. Not only does this kind of power scare me, but I'm always afraid of dark thoughts coming into image. Though I can assure you I'm not evil at all I love and care about everyone including people who do terrible things, even if they will never understand me I always help people emotionally because no matter what I love people, and hate to see them in pain. My biggest current goal is to find some kind of teacher for answers, for I can't explain my obsession with ancient Egypt or why it keeps attracting my curiosity, and also why the number 3 has been showing up vividly to me. I've tried learning in a delta state of mind but just end up quickly losing vital information.

This is basically my life story, but I must say I do not see life the way many others do. I frown upon the materialistic world, and fear for mankind's existence, and hope to meet others who see things the way I do. Thank you for reading, and I would greatly appreciate any help.

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JupiterEmpath (3 stories) (22 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-28)
Hey destined, I'm sorry for the delay in getting back to you, by transmuting the dark forces, I mean to remove them using your own light. You can use this to remove the negative energy of those around you by as little as being at your highest vibration around those which are afflicted. There are also ways to focus this light energy through prayer and blessing, it would be best to have a local, experienced light worker to help you with that though.
windybeth33 (8 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-21)
Wow! Amazing my mom and me are both Esp and I think it runs in the family lolz amazing! ❤
Nagath_Sun (1 stories) (12 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-21)
It sounds like you've certainly started down the right path. I started off by reading some of Anne's information on this site and some of her other ones as well. Personally, I found that chakra meditations are good for helping remove negativity. If you learn about the chakra system, and how to identify blocks, you can get to the root causes of certain fears. Often times many of these are developed using childhood logic, and it certainly seems so in your case as well. Change certainly can take time, and then some days you just have a sudden realisation about something that's been a huge burden on you, and then it is lifted. Above all try to forgive some of the past things that have been done to you and others, and stay positive. Holding in those negative thoughts is a burden that you carry with you.

I find the interest in Egypt interesting as well. I recall as a young child, perhaps 6-8, I loved to read about it and even learned what the hieroglyphics meaned. Maybe some past life connections to ancient Egypt as was said elsewhere? Perhaps one day we will find out.
destined3 (2 stories) (9 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-20)
What exactly do you mean I could transmute them? And how might this be useful? Yes thankyou for the much needed information.
JupiterEmpath (3 stories) (22 posts)
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9 years ago (2011-02-19)
I would think that "breaking the pattern" would be breaking your natural tendencies from past lives which has led you from not transcending the life lessons that you need to learn to grow further spiritually. Specifically accepting your powers for what they are and learning from them. You seem to be one of the few people that can visualize something in your mind and have it come true. That's a huge blessing and gift. If you can learn to better control it and use it for good, you could transmute the dark forces around you and become a symbol of hope and light for those around you. In order to do that though, you need to learn not to fear your gift, and learn to forgive and love those around you (which it sounds like you already have a good handle on that). Hopefully I'm making sense with all of this.
NaturalScience (229 posts)
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9 years ago (2011-02-17)
Anne you wrote "The sooner a person breaks the pattern in their incarnation here, usually indicates the level of their spiritual development before they were born"

My mom had intercourse ONCE, just for making another guy jealous as she told me, with a man known for changing sex partnerships and wham, there was I in her belly. And that man left her standing in the rain as he did with all the women he made pregnant at random, and it was eight or nine of them...

Well and then it soon turned out I was not like other kids. My grand auntie sang to me carols and ST Mary church songs when I lay in my baby bed and what happened? I learned to sing and to speak at the same time, and when two and a half or so I, as my Mom says, could sing thirty of Auntie's songs correctly as to melody, rhythm and words... I forgot most of them later.
As well I forgot completely another ability I had as a kid of about four: I could read Sütterlin handwriting, which was the old handwriting style in Germany in 19th century - and which definitely no one had taught me, for only old people still used it in the 1960s when I was little.

I thus broke the pattern by my very existence... And by my whole inborn structure. Not by will.
Or does one have to understand that "breaking the pattern" thing in another way?
destined3 (2 stories) (9 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-17)
Every vision made must be through my body giving me the ability to choose my thoughts feelings and actions before it happens. But when my visions come to life I don't realize it until its over. I never do anything to affect people, just simple things in reality. Though now that I'm developed more than when I was a kid things changed. Theres some places I end up running away from because something in the air gives me a terrible sensation of anxiety when being there. It feels like a place with a lot of energy, and its usually the most random places.
j-torrez (3 stories) (53 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-17)
Oh! I guess I misunderstood. To develop your powers you would have to just try to use them, do what you did before and visualize things and try to make it a reality, it may not always work but you will get the hang of it. I use to do something similar, but I did it with lies. You see I have never been able to stand people who lied so I would do anything in my power to make their lies a reality, this way I would not be able to have anything against it. Looking back on this I don't know how it really affected them? I mean what would you do if your lies were no longer lies.

Anyways I got a bit of track their. I believe you want to use your abilities to help the one you love. For this you don't need powers but they can help. One thing you will quickly find out is no matter how good your abilities become you can not control everything. So you should also try to find patterns in life. (You see everything that goes around comes around and well ever since this started it found no way to stop.) what I mean is individuals usually have similar rises and downfalls. Life always follows a sequence and while you may not always be able to cause a huge event to occur nor can you stop all of them. Knowing how things work will allow you to know what you can do to change things maybe you can delay things, by you yourself causing something else to happen. Every little thing counts.😉
destined3 (2 stories) (9 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-17)
Yes that probably is true. But my question is how to evolve more? I'm willing to put up with the fear which I know will soon go away. Ok I'm vero.cobos[a]yahoo.com
j-torrez (3 stories) (53 posts)
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9 years ago (2011-02-16)
I don't believe people can teach you how to use your powers just help you. Like you said people with powers are no longer as common as they use to be and are seen as delusional. Because of this most don't let their powers grow and don't really know to the full extent what they are so how can they teach you. They can only tell you were they failed so you won't do the same and give you advice not lessons. Sorry. I to have not tried to use my powers to the fullest because of fear, but I now I have to learn to use them. You see I fear like many do that something big is coming our way not the end but a struggle and I wish to help my friends and family. This is why I joined this site, with hopes of encouraging others to grow and to grow myself and get answers.

3 is an interesting number I see it every day. It is said 3 is the number in which "all" is given. Time is in 3's (present, past, and future). There is also nature to consider we are born, then we live and after die. Also Egyptians saw the number 3 as The Super Power.

If you want you can write to me my e-mail is janet_7673 [at] live.com
destined3 (2 stories) (9 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-16)
A teacher to help me embrace my true nature instead of fearfully avoiding the use of this. And also why the number 3 and Ancient Egypt may symbolize something to me because I can not explain my obessesion with it. And the number 3 never stops appearing to me everyday
j-torrez (3 stories) (53 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-16)
That's true! I also noticed you said something about looking for a teacher, for what exactly? To learn about Ancient Egypt specifically? I'm kind of confused. 😕
destined3 (2 stories) (9 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-16)
Im glad to know there's many people like this. Yes sometimes we are challenged, but that just means it's because we can make a difference. I lived next to the mexican border so I know just how evil witches may be, but we must remember we reap what we sow. My father despised witches but usually didn't see the ones right before him lieing to his face. Though Mexico isn't all bad, my own great grandfather is a curandero (healer) and many live there.
j-torrez (3 stories) (53 posts)
+1
9 years ago (2011-02-16)
Whatever happened was not because you visualized it but because it was meant to happen. I have noticed that most people dream about what they are going to do and I kind of believe that all the paths are already played out and its up to us to chose one and get to see the end.

But if you can have your visualizations come rue you might be one of the few individuals who can actually control their own future. True we are told that we all control what happens to us but that is just not true life always places obstacles for us to face things to slow us down and take us of the course we wanted. True some things we can try to control but not as much as we would want.
j-torrez (3 stories) (53 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-16)
I know how you all must feel. I have always been able to see spirits, when I told my parents as a child they did not believe me. I told them again now that I am older as my powers grew and I gained new ones. They accused me of being possessed by demons. Yet I kind of know why they would think such a thing. You see my parents are die hard Christians and of Mexican decent; and most Mexicans practice witchcraft. If you go to Mexico you will see that in most small towns there is usually a witch to witch the people go to in order to get revenge on others. This I find to be sad. Yet I am not evil and I know I am not what they think I am all I want is to help everyone no matter how impossible it may be.
Scorpio (2 stories) (46 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-16)
I am aslo mexican american I mite have other ethinicity from my moms side but she doesn't know much of her family her mom had a history of darknes and pshychic gifts but she drove herself insaine. I know what you mean I have had my gifts as long as I can remember they seperated me from most of society. I was always pure and loved others I didn't understand why people were so cruel and materialistic. I was brought up around alote of darkness I lived in the projectes family history of violence drug use, seen drugs and deaths drive bys and to top it off the spirit world. I have experienced everything at a young age, things no child should see at a young age. I loved everyone unconditionaly and yet I was shoved in a corner by socity beacause I was to sensitive and different but I always fought back but I did fall into drugs/darknes a couple of times but I found my way out all the time. I do find myself constantly fighting to love but society is so dark and is fighting against me I just hope I can break the cycle
destined3 (2 stories) (9 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-16)
I never really saw it that way, but I do understand thankyou. Yes I do I try to help people spiritually evolve, but most people are quite stubborn. I must learn how to break people from their own little world. I hope that I and many others are able to teach their loved ones befor it's too late.
AnneV (4 stories) (1045 posts) mod
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9 years ago (2011-02-15)
I am also part native American and was surrounded by negative influences in my youth, but like you, I broke the pattern. Breaking the pattern is but a small role you are going to play in this life. The sooner a person breaks the pattern in their incarnation here, usually indicates the level of their spiritual development before they were born. Since you're still quite young, I'm sure your role will be important in taking people to the next level. We pick our parents before birth and though you don't recognize it now, the gift they unconsciously gave you is to show you the darkness so that you'd more fully recognize the light. Without one, we can't understand the other. Like I always say, without that, it would be like writing on a white chalkboard with white chalk. You'd not see it.

You are wise to recognize that mankind is on a lightning bolt course to destruction. It is not a maybe, but a definite. This is more the reason why it's important that people like you help others caught in negative cycles. Your post is similar to another one I just commented on. More and more people are going to come forth with stories like this. Now is the time that we have to help others spiritually evolve.

If I were to give any recommendation, it would be to let your past go and focus on the present and what you can do now. Energy is currency. How we spend it will reflect the quality of our life, or the lack thereof.

Hope this helps.
Anne

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