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I'm a 24 year old woman and am having difficulty understanding what's happening to me. I have always had vivid and intense dreams but last year as I slept with my boyfriend one night, I dreamed of my cousin Blake dying suddenly. It was so vivid and real. It was in a view like I was right beside him but couldn't wake him up. I couldn't tell what the cause was of all the distress but everything around us was shaking and there was so much blood, then silence. I awoke in a panic all sweaty and screaming. My boyfriend tried to calm me and remind me it was only a dream. The next day I went to a baseball game with Blake's parents present and felt a strangely strong urge to tell them about my dream. My boyfriend wasn't much of a believer and convinced me to stay quiet, that I would only look crazy. That weekend Blake and two of his co-workers crashed into a tree killing everyone in the vehicle. I know I should have said something that day, maybe I could have prevented it. I don't really know. But since then I feel shadowed in negativity. Like something ugly follows me around, making sleep a turmoil most nights leaving me physically exhausted and distant. Sometimes it's even hard to determine what is real and what was dream. This is causing me very much stress and making it literally impossible to connect with anyone on any level. My parents look at it as depression but I feel something else is present. I feel it and sometimes get a glimpse, and it is not Blake. I will appreciate any helpful insight to my situation because it only seems to be getting worse.

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Ruth (4 stories) (156 posts)
12 years ago (2012-02-13)

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ilove2playintherain (1 stories) (2 posts)
12 years ago (2012-02-03)
The presence that I see at times is just dark and shadowed. No distinct features and most times not a distinct shape. Always high off the ground. I feel it more than I see it though. I know its possible I feel fear because I don't know what it is or wants exactly, but I also feel it just looking at me especially when I'm about to go to sleep. I feel expectation from it and sometimes it really wants me to know its there. I have thought about trying to talk to it or something but I am too afraid.
princesslotus (1 posts)
12 years ago (2012-02-03)
Can you tell me what you feel it was when you got a glimpse & it was not Blake?

Edmund (578 posts)
12 years ago (2012-02-02)
ilove2playintherain... I don't think telling his parents would have changed the outcome. I have more of a feeling that the shadow thing that you see and feel knew that Blake would die and was in part responsible for sending you the dream. I also have a feeling that the shadow thing has a thing for you... It wants to control your emotions and kind of keep you for himself by keeping you in this state that you are now experiencing... That's its power source your emotions your response to this accident. First move on your part is to change how you feel about the accident to acknowledge that you did not know really what to do about the dream... Really... Unless your a seasoned psychic who would... Also sending Blake some light and love through prayers or some other means will start the process of you feeling better.
Walkdre (18 posts)
12 years ago (2012-02-02)
I'm feel for your situation, ilove2playintherain. Precog dreams are a very iffy gift. I used to get them, but I had to insist my guides and others to not 'tell me stuff' as in many cases, I'd know of something where I had no real control. Natural disasters/distant relatives. It's up to you to decide if you want this gift or not. How you're getting the info can be a from lot of sources (angels, spirit guides, gods, spiritual friend of a friend). Dreams are the easiest method for communication in most cases. I have a Seer, Precog friend who's more familiar and I'll ask her for her advice on it. The women in her family have had Precog for generations. For the sake of decent sleep, I suggest 'to everyone', aura bubble/shield/barrier before sleep. Prayer to your preferred God or known spirit guides. If there's an external source for your troubles being strong in self and faith will keep things at bay. If it's more internal, the work is a little bumpier but not impossible. Best Wishes, I hope this helps.
monty (11 posts)
12 years ago (2012-02-02)
Dreams are not just dreams but rather as real as everything solid you can touch. Its an indication of past, present, future or a current situation that is happening at the time of dreaming. Did you see Blake die while you were standing close to him or did you see the him die only through a pair of eyes and not yourself? Plus you only saw Blake die, in real he died along with his co-workers which indicates that it was not premonition.
barry2962 (2 stories) (104 posts)
12 years ago (2012-02-02)
You are being attacked by something...Guilt. You feel you could have done something to prevent the accident and you are punishing yourself for not saying something. The dream was not to prevent it from happening... It was to prepare you for when it did happen. Blake was finished with the work he came back to earth for and was ready to leave. I had a best friend who died many years ago that left me feeling the same way you are feeling. I now see his leaving as a gift... A gift that forced me to look at not only myself, but also life...God...ect. I became a seeker... And finally found myself and the secrets to the Universe. Let go of the guilt... It is not your fault. The Love on the other side is unimaginable... Focus on Blake and his Love now... You can feel it. Then you will be free.
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
12 years ago (2012-02-01)
Your being affected by a portal that was open due
To the accident.

I had the same thing happen to my eldest daughter
Many, many moons ago.

The symptoms can vary from depression, seeing things
On the walls, hearing voices, seeing shadows, feeling

Now this is going to sound strange but she saw
Blood on the wall and heard voices, of the girls
That died while she was fully awake.

As her mom I felt this death comming like a vengence.
I sensed it at my door. It was a feeling and knowing
That was hard to describe.

Fortunately I was able to divert my daughter and
She was not in the fatal car accident.

If you want to know how to close it.
Just log onto my User Name: and send an email.

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