I have some questions. I believe I am a psychic, maybe partially a medium, but I have some questions about it. I dream weird things all the time. Whenever I remember my dreams they are odd. Like murderous dreams, Although I have apparently had premonition dreams. Like once I had a dream about what my dad was going to get me for my birthday and described it in perfect detail, before I got it. Also I seem to get feelings about people that are almost always right. Now psychic ability isn't new in my family my Grandma was a professional psychic, She was so good she was on the newspaper. I believe my mom also has some of her abilities.
Anyway, I want to know how I can grow my abilities. They aren't all that great right now. Like I have never had a vision that happened while I was awake. I always dream things. Odd things about Murders or kidnappings it depends on the night lol. I once had a dream that was kind of like a Ripley's believe it or not layout (Like a Tv show, not that I've seen that show). They were using psychology words I didn't even know (I'm in high school but they don't have a psychology class there). They said something like psycho-sexual stages and I wake up and look it up and it exists that word. Kinda creepy but not really. Anyways she apparently was a really weird person. I believe her name was Libby and she liked to put things in her mouth. Anyways that was one of the weirder dreams I have had.
I just want to improve such an unusual ability I have. My psychic and Medium abilities. I think I am a medium because, sometimes I see like little white balls fly across the room, and I had a dream where I audibly heard a little boy ask me if I could see him. I also saw him (like in my mind's eye I could see me on the bed and him standing next to me) and He asked me if I could see him I tried to say no because I normally don't see spirits, But I couldn't talk. He wasn't looking at me he was looking at my body on the bed) anyways I was the only one in the house that day as my mom hasn't come home at this point. Kinda odd. I also get ringing in my ears and chills A Lot. Like more than normal and not just in my house either so I doubt my house is haunted. Also I feel odd in a crowd. I went to the Santa Monica pier a while ago as soon as I got there I felt odd my head was really itchy (which is not normally the case with my head) and I was kind of dizzy. I am aware of some empathic abilities I have but only when your (A. Really sad, or (B. Really angry, I can feel it, and also I sometimes like a sponge kind of feel some of my mom's stress or anger or whatever. I also had this incident once where I felt someone's anger shortly before they killed them self, I also had a dream about him (a horrible dream). I have a feeling he overdosed but I'm not sure as I don't know how he died just that he killed himself.
Anyway, I feel sad I dream these things and until I have had the birthday gift thing I thought these murderous dreams were caused by stress but when I dreamed about my birthday gift in total detail I even went online and found a picture of it and showed my mom and told her I think I'm going to get that for my birthday, so when I found it in the mail to be exactly what I described I felt really bad. I dream murderous things yet professional psychic is not what I had in mind for my career. I want to be a chef. I even found someone willing to pay for my school bills when I go to chefs school xD. I hope you can help me develop this gift and help me find ways that I can help these people I dream about without ruining my planned future.
It's kind of cool what I can do I was shaking so hard when I opened the package in the mail to reveal exactly what I had dreamed about in the package that looked perfectly like the picture I found on Google and it wasn't like a shirt it was like one of those weird virtual pets I liked them a long time ago and I suppose he thought I'd like them now. It's really odd but then I felt bad because I didn't help people I dreamed about. Another thing I feel like I shouldn't brag about this gift of mine my mom is the only one who knows about it she wanted me to tell her boyfriend the story about the birthday gift but I didn't want her to. I don't even want her to tell my grandma. Mainly I don't want her to tell my grandma because I had a dream where my grandma was yelling at my mom over this gift I had. My grandma was yelling at my mom and my mom said why is it an issue this thing he can do you do it too. This dream I audibly heard it but I know it didn't happen at that point because I haven't told mom about my dreams until the birthday gift incident.
Also I have had dreams where I dream about like a flower for example and I go on Google to look for this flower. This flower was in my dream used for medicinal purposes. I found it on Google and it was medicinal, but I could not have seen before because it only grows in Africa. It looked exactly like the one in my dream. Even the stems was the same.
How do I develop my psychic abilities?
How do I develop my Medium abilities?
I have no issue with using my gift to help others but I also want to do what I want in my life too. I believe life is about helping others and having your name remembered fondly when your gone, but I also want to do what I want in this life and also do what I love. I know when something calls you you need to do it but I want to be a chef too.