These are some of my experiences with my spirit soulmate Thomas. Most of my experiences are with my clairaudience gift. A psychic even mentioned he's around me. I deleted my old eleiriel account because the stories don't feel right anymore. So don't think i'm stealing the old stories I once wrote. I just wanted to start fresh since I can't delete them off this site I thought i'd post them on this new account. So anyway here are my experiences with my soulmate thomas. According to a psychic in boulder, colorado he's has been searching for me for a long time and that he's a total teddy bear. The psychic told me that he fly's through my window when he visits. She laughed and described how he's like peter pan and that i'm like wendy. She says he's not human and I have found out only recently that he's a wood elf. Which I thought was very interesting. In my dreams and visions thomas appears with short black hair and boyish features. In my visions he looks like he's in his twenties.
One afternoon I had decided to nickname Thomas 'admiral barney' as a playful joke. And the next day I was laying on my side in bed. I felt a presence behind me cuddling me. With arms wrapped around me waist. Then I heard Thomas's voice whisper in my ear "its the dinosaur." I literally started Giggling after that.
Then one morning I had decided to nickname Thomas 'santa.' And that evening I was laying on my side in bed again. And thomas's presence appeared in my room again. I felt him laying behind me and he started snuggling me with him arms wrapped around me in a tight embrace, "Santa hug!" He said loudly in my ear. I didn't realize it was Thomas at the time and I asked this male spirit, "who is this." And I heard him reply, "ho! Ho! Ho!" I instantly grinned happily. It was Thomas again.
One time I was laying on my parents couch, spending the night and I was laying snuggled up on my side wrapped up in a small blanket. It was too small. And I felt Thomas get behind me. I instantly saw a vision of what he looks like. He had white skin and short black hair with bangs and he was tall and skinny. He wore a pair of black loose pants and a grey-blue colored long sleeved shirt. He was behind me. Instantly the vision faded and I felt these two energy based arms wrapping around me and and I felt a form pressed against my back snuggling close to me.
One morning I asked how Thomas knew my past life and if he could tell me. A little later I got into a trance and had a vision. Thomas was leaning over a beautiful dead blond woman sadly. I heard him say "she was my fiance."
So I was riding in my mom's car on the way to melody's one day. Melody is a energy healer and has some psychic abilities. Anyway then my mom and I started singing Christmas songs together. I started singing 'I'll be home for Christmas.' Suddenly I felt Thomas's spirit out side the car window and he started cheering loudly, "whooooo! Sing it Kate!" I smiled and kept singing. My name's really Elizabeth. Though I let Thomas call me Kate as it was my name in my past life when I knew him.
So one morning I woke up after dreaming about Thomas again. In the dream I was outside standing on some grass and Thomas walked up to me and began talking, only he was older like in his thirties or forties and I started talking to him, then he said, "same old Kate." I stared at him, "was that my name?" I asked. He looked sad with his depressed dead looking eyes and face stubble, "do you remember anything about us." I looked at him feeling confused, "I'm sorry but I don't remember you." he stared at me still really sad, "we'll make new memories when you get home." then I woke up and said aloud. "I still remember the feeling of how much I love you Thomas." then I heard his voice speak to me through my clairaudience, "that's enough. That's all I needed to hear." then I felt an energy form underneath me and I felt two energy based arms wrap around my waist and hold me in a tight embrace, Thomas was hugging me.
Thomas came back to visit, "lets just be friends" he said. "Why would you say that I love you." He replied, "your nothing like kate." I started getting really sad, "I'm sorry that I'm so broken, if I hadn't of been through so much hurt I may have some of her qualities." "Even if you hadn't been your still nothing like her." He said. I started crying under my covers. "Please let me cuddle you." He said. I felt him getting close to me, "please turn over." I hid under my blanket with tears filled eyes, "no. You hurt me." I said sniffling, "I still love you, even if its not the same as it was, I still want to be around you, please let me hold you " He said. "Please give me time." I said. He really broke my heart. "I'm still in love with you even though you don't feel the same way, how heart breaking is this, you don't want me!" I sobbed. "I do want you" he said. "Just not in the same way I want you." I muttered quietly. "I'm sorry." Was all he said.
I was laying in bed and I felt Thomas come into the room. He got behind me and began cuddling me as I lay on my side. I began to say repeatedly, "its not the same, its not the same." I felt him listening, "I'm in love with you still even if you don't feel the same way" I said sadly. I heard Thomas's voice faintly, "Kate's still in there somewhere, I'm going to help you remember, I won't give up on you." He really loves me and wants me to remember my past life with him.
So one morning after I took my dog outside, I walked upstairs and lay on my bed. I felt that Thomas's spirit had followed me into the dark caverns of my bedroom. I tried to ignore him. Then I crawled into my bed and lay on my side and tried to go to sleep. Thomas had kept me up the rest of last night and the early morning smothering me with love. I was laying there for about two seconds when I Felt Thomas behind me and I felt his chest pressed against my back. He was holding me in a tight embrace. He cuddled me fiercely for three minutes. I kept telling him to stop and leave me alone. I heard him speak, "I love you. Let me love you." finally after a few minutes he got up. I went down stairs and fed my dog and ate breakfast. I sensed Thomas walking with me. Finally after breakfast I was literally exhausted, overwhelmed and wanting to sleep. I lay down on the couch and closed my eyes. I felt Thomas behind me again. I felt energy pressed up against me from behind. His energy buzzed wildly. I felt his arms wrap around me and he held me tightly and cuddled me aggressively. "Thomas why can't you just let me have my twin flame, why'd you have to say those things to him." I asked him. "because I love you that's why." Thomas replied, "I'm never leaving you again." he said hugging me tighter. "Thomas your scaring me." I said. He was holding me too tight and it was starting to hurt quite a bit. "I'll always be here for you. When you come back home to me, I will marry you. And we'll be together just like we had always wanted alright. And we'll be happy, we'll be so happy!" he said possessively. His obsessiveness was starting to freak me out. I tried to get up, but he pulled me closer to him not wanting to let me go, "don't get up, just let me hold you." he squeezed me even tighter. I could barely breathe "i love you kate" he said.
Last week I was laying on my side in bed burrowed under my covers. It was warm. I felt Thomas's presence enter my bedroom. He usually fly's through the window. At least that's what a psychic said. Anyway. As soon as his presence entered my bedroom I felt his coming closer to me. So I decided to say something, "Thomas will you please cuddle me." Instantly I felt him lay down beside me. I felt an energy based chest pressed against my back. He snaked his arms around my waist and cuddled me for a couple minutes. "thank you." I said cheerily. "your welcome" Thomas replied. He pulled me to him and I felt very light loving energy radiating off him, "I love you Kate." he said. "Thomas." I said. "yeah?" his voice asked. "what are you?" I asked him suddenly. He just didn't feel like a human spirit to me. There was silence and then I heard him respond, "woodland elf." I was kind of doubting my clairaudience. So I asked again, "sorry I don't understand. What are you?" The only response I got was, "woodland elf." he repeated again. "I love you so much Thomas." I said happily in his arms. "I love you so much too Kate." He said softly and I felt him hold me tighter. Then he got up and I was totally bummed out. I still wanted him to cuddle me. It was so unfair.
Thomas's presence hasn't been around in a week. I'm really starting to miss his light and loving energy presence. I don't know why he left. I wish he'd visit me again. He's the only one in the universe who actually cuddles me and he doesn't even have a physical form. He doesn't always visit me according to a psychic. He usually keeps away to let me follow my life path. He comes back when i'm not too busy with life.
This is a video of myself reading my blog post about my soulmate who's in spirit.
This is my second video. I had one of my friends film me in my living room. I'd wearing a lot of layers so I kind of look like a big cuddly teddy bear. Like two sweaters. I just want to give myself a hug. I'm a total softy:) anyway I'm seriously very shy and it was easier for me to have a friend with me sitting right up close recording the words I spoke as I read off my blog.
This link below is an image of a guy who looks very close to how Thomas appears in my visions and dreams, except m soulmate has really pale white skin and this photo of the guy is kind of tan.
This below is a link to a post on my blog about my soulmate's presence.
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