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A Morning Of Mourning


In 1997, I awoke to a horrible dream. I had this dream that my half brother shot himself in the head. My brother was one whom could not handle his liquor. When he drank he was very rude to be around. I was now a married woman and my brother had not met my new spouse as of yet due to his drinking problems. My brother would call continuously asking to come over to meet my spouse. I always turned him down cause I could tell he was under the influence of alcohol. So one night I had a dream my brother called as always and I told him no he can't come by. Then I saw him shoot himself in the head. I awoke crying. I raised up in a panic and started crying. My husband kept asking me what was wrong, but I was still in a sleep state even though I appear awoke. After a few minutes I realize I'm crying aloud and my husband is talking to me. I felt really stupid for that moment. Then I said it was nothing. That morning I went to work as normal. All that day I was thinking of the lost of my brother. I wanted to cry all day. I felt really nauseous. I really wanted to throw up. I just couldn't shake this feeling. When I went home from work, I explained my dream to my husband and step daughter. I recall telling a few people at work too. I called and told my mom about the dream. I started to be myself again after a couple of days. But then one day my father called looking for my brother. It was like I was hit with a sudden case of stomach flu. I became sick. I blurted out to my father hes going to kill himself! My dad said what?! I told him about the suicide dream. My father calmed me down and said what everyone else had told me, "It's just a dream". He went on to say how well my big brother was doing in his life. I felt better. We ended the call. Fourteen days later from me telling my father, my brother was found on a bike trail in Los Angeles, California shot in the head. My father said over and over at my brother funeral, that I told him he was going to kill himself. I seem to dream lots of dreams like this. But there other stuff. I do not think I'm a medium. My brother have since came in a dream and told me he made it, and to tell everyone. We talk through the use of a pen or pencil sometimes too.

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Idea2033 (2 posts)
6 years ago (2017-07-03)
Same here. I have experienced those dreams all my life. I've learned to interprete my dreams and associate them to common events. It even helps me to save money cause they go from having an overdraft, traffic ticket or just getting sick. They can predict major events too like the time I dreamed about a coworkers death two weeks before it happened, my friend's secret wedding, and most recent a person close to me being murdered. I've started seing death people in my dreams and I plead them no to scare me. I had recently adopted listening to relaxation music before going to sleep that helps me to be mindful during my dreams.
KikiGirl (3 stories) (60 posts)
7 years ago (2017-03-01)
Tonj100, that is exactly why, I was so upset when my Brother left that day and passed away, later. Although, I did feel that I needed to say some things to him just before he left which included "I love you", but, I had no feelings or thoughts whatsoever regards everything that happened after right until the Priests came to our house to tell us he had passed away.

However, some of my visions become very real, and to be honest, most of them are bad. This leads me to believe that it is either a "heads-up" to let us know to be prepared! Something bad is going to happen! Or maybe, to change it?
Tonj100 (1 stories) (3 posts)
7 years ago (2017-02-27)
Wow KikiGirl, Out of all people, why are we given these messages? My other brother who share the same mother as I, was shot 3 times one night and I felt nothing. No warnings or nothing! He made a full recovery. He was in really bad shape.
Tonj100 (1 stories) (3 posts)
7 years ago (2017-02-27)
One night after my brother death, he came to me in a dream to tell me that he made it. He told me to tell dad and everyone he had made it. He told me our (deceased) grandmother sent me the dream premonition. He game me a phone number to call and tell his friend he made it. In this dream we also had fun on a beautiful green lakeside. We rolled our bodies like children down a hill. We laughed and really had a good time. Once I had just put my daughter to bed. I sat on my couch with my eyes closed and head back, then thought of my brother. All of a sudden the clock got stuck and began ticking loud. My daughter came out of her room to see what the noise was. I took the clock down and it never worked again.
KikiGirl (3 stories) (60 posts)
7 years ago (2017-02-27)
Tonj100, I am sorry for the loss of your Brother. When I was sixteen, I was walking home when I felt the most awful nausea and knot in my stomach. I knew something was wrong and that it had to do with my Brother. When I arrived home, I took one look at my Mother and asked what was wrong? She said, "Your Brother has been involved in a skydiving accident, the Doctors think he is going to make it, we have to make preparations for his death". At which point, I replied, "Mom, he is going to be O.K." And, I absolutely knew this. I just knew that he would pull through it! All of my relatives flew in from all different parts of the world to say their goodbyes, but, he pulled through it; he lived through it after almost a year in critical care unit being fed through only an IV, but, he pulled through.

About 10 years later, my Brother was leaving the house. As he did so, I got a little bit of a bad or "off" feeling which I couldn't understand. As he was leaving, I thought, "I should tell him that I love him - I Love you, Brother", but then, I thought "stop being dramatic! You will have plenty more times to tell him this." My Brother was also a very exciting person who did many dangerous sports, and enjoyed going out; his groups skydiving slogan was "live fast, die young". That night, he was involved in a car accident and passed away. I never could forgive myself that I received these messages and failed to understand what they meant and do something about it.

What I am trying to say is sometimes, you receive 'messages' that are good and other times, bad. I have received more bad messages, though. You shouldn't feel bad that you can't immediately understand it, you are only human and it is really strange so we don't know what to do with the information. There are many books on seeing the future or being psychic, but, hardly any books on, if, you are a normal person who has the ability to just, sometimes, get messages about a person or the future.

It has been many years, but eventually, I found people who I trust and they are helping me. If I have a vision in which someone is in danger, we all work together to make sure that the event doesn't happen, and it has worked! I am not sure if the point of this happening is because we are 'special', or because you are supposed to stop the event or do something about it. Maybe, it is a little bit of both?

Also, I believe that it is so that we can try to 'change' what happens or deal with it better when it does happen because we already kindof' know it will.
Tonj100 (1 stories) (3 posts)
7 years ago (2017-02-27)
I don't believe I'm special in anyway. I have lots of vivid dreams, I really didn't cry at my brother funeral cause I had already mourned him before his death. I wish I would of told the dream to him. I don't understand me. I have very vivid dreams that I don't understand ans some I can. My dreams always have a meaning. I am also a spirit magnet weird, I am kind of scared of the ton of things that go on. Sometimes I think I am crazy. I really need some help or advice please. I know my past life somehow too. I believe I know what birth and death feels like. This all occurred when I was about 6. So many stories and experiences I can go on. I just don't believe I'm psychic.

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