For the past 4 or 5 years, I believe I have been having a psychic connection with this man. The first experience occurred when I first saw him. I watched him and I thought to myself, "Wow, he's cute." He was standing just a few feet away from me. Then he looked right at me as if I had spoken out loud, and smiled. I was kind of spooked. So I thought, "Did you hear me?" He looked away, started walking, and nodded, still smiling.
At the time, I was heavily practicing Wicca, & I was in a coven with two other girls. We were extremely close, and we had been meditating & practicing sending telepathic messages/images to each other. Of course, the telepathy was at a major minimum. When I told them about him, they told me to try it again or actually talk to him. So I chose to try it again. Any time I saw him, I focused on him & I would mentally ask him to touch his ear, touch his nose, or rub the back of his neck if he could hear me. Little things like that. But no matter what, every time I said to do something, he did it. There was like a two to three second delay. It was actually pretty freaky. I asked him if he would approach me, but he never did. So we didn't speak in person.
Once, I remember he was standing outside, and I thought, "Wave to someone. Just turn around, not too many people are around, so no one will think anything of it." And sure enough, he did! Out of nowhere, he turned around and waved at no one in particular. It was crazy. That was one of the more major experiences.
I only asked him to do these things to test if he could actually hear me, not to manipulate him.
Not only could I give him small commands, but I also began to hear HIS voice in my head. It was small talk, like the kind strangers have at parties. But then, it got more personal. I felt like every thought I had, he could hear. At first it was like an invasion of privacy, then I felt like I wanted him to know. We would even tell each other that we loved one another.
A specific incident of this was when I heard him say in my head, "I'm right out front, come see me." But I needed to complete a paper. So I thought, "Wait, I really need to know where Mongolia is." And he said, "It's right under Russia." (which it is) so I finished up, went outside, and he was right there.
I got the courage to speak to him in person after several months, finally. I don't remember EXACTLY what it was that I said, but I put it in very simple terms. I had said it mentally first so that he would know. When I asked him in person, he just shook his head and smiled really wide, like that first time I saw him. He said, "I don't understand," or something simple like that. It really upset me that I didn't get some sort of response from him, so I felt like I was stupid or crazy and after that I've never spoken to him verbally ever since. But for the past few years, I've still been communicating with him mentally. I don't see him as often, but when I do, the connection is like a live wire. It's a very odd sensation.
It's really strange as I have tried it with other people, including my coven sisters, but nothing is as strong as the connection with him. I've wondered why; maybe I know him from a past life? Maybe he is my guardian angel or soul mate? Maybe he's trying to mentally brake me? Or, maybe I'm flat out crazy? Believe me, I thought I was crazy for a while. I have always been intrigued by parapsychology and my mom swears I'm an empath or an indigo child. I've only told my coven sisters of these experiences with this man.
I'd really like to know why this connection is so strong, why is this happening, and if it makes me a bad person for possessing this power over him? I am very confused and have been for so long. Advice/Comments?