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The Beginning And Then The Attack


I have always been different from other people. From the age of six I have experienced some of the "unknown." My youngest memory is a little fuzzy but the most important part is not. I was terrified of the dark and can not remember why now; but I would sleep with my mother and father at night. I would start out in my room sleeping and for some unknown reason wake up and just be terrified. I remember running to my mother and father's room for their protection only to see some kind of shadow standing over their bed. That was the first memory that I have had, but it is not the last.

I went to stay with my great grandmother for a few weeks in the summer when I was about the same age. We had been outside and went in to eat lunch and then a nap. I awoke from my nap to see a man sitting in the sun room of my grandmother's house. He was not a scary man, but a very friendly man that I made a connection with instantly. We talked and talked and I finally asked him his name. He laughed and told me that he was my grandfather, and what a silly little girl I must be not to have known that. Well, after talking with him, (which looking back now was not a short conversation) he sent me to get my grandmother. I did, and when I returned with her, the man who said he was my grandfather was gone. I did not think anything about it then, but my mother thought a lot about it. When she came to pick me up and I was telling her about me meeting my grandfather she started arguing with me that I could not have talked to him. Being a stubborn child, I was not going to agree with her. She told me I could not have met him because he had died when she was 6. Still to this day, I know for a fact that I met and talked with him. I sat in his lap for a long time just talking to him. It was not a dream or my imagination.

When I was about 13-14 I moved in with my grandparents for problems living at home and school. No matter what time of day or night I never felt like I was alone. I could sit in the kitchen or on the couch and always feel like someone was walking behind me but nothing more than that. That feeling never bothered me because I always assumed it was my angel, and it was just passing through. I kept that same frame of mind for several years until I lost a loved one. Shortly after he passed away every weird things started happening. Pictures would move, TVs would turn on and off, things would disappear and reappear in a different spot, and then one night I felt someone lay their hand on me as if to say, "It is going to be okay." Well when I looked up to see who was there, there was nothing there.

A lot has happened since then. When I graduated from high school and moved to another town to attend college my spirit experiences stopped until here recently. And more things have happened here in seven months than in my entire life. I am writing this story to ask for help because it seems like I am now under attack from something and my children and myself are scared.

I bought my house a little over a year ago. I bought it from my step-mother and father. They lived here for six years before I bought it. Nothing wonderful to tell about it, or nothing weird had ever happened here. I brought my daughter Aila home from the hospital on March 6th. The day I brought my daughter home, something followed us. I put her to bed in her room and my husband and I were making sure all the baby equipment was working correctly. After that we decided to watch a movie and call it a night. After the movie we were hearing something breathing heavy on the monitor. After a few minutes of trying to figure out why she was breathing so hard, we figured out that it was not our daughter because she was coo-ing in the background while the "thing" was breathing on the monitor. My husband flew to the room and brought our daughter to me and forbid me to ever turn on the monitor again. As of this date we have not used it.

Not long after that, when I would go to bed, I would feel uncomfortable. Again, that feeling of not being alone crept upon me. Then my 2 year old son stopped playing in his room and refused to go in there not even for one minute. Then things started to progress a little. Every night for the last 4-5 months something unexplained has happened. Lights flickering without cause, toilets flushing, fans unplugging itself, hearing foot-steps and toys turning on without cause. Not to mention seeing a man walk by my window when there is no way he can get in my backyard without a key is a really good indication that I am not here alone. I am not the only one who has seen him or his actions. All of my family has experienced something. All except my youngest daughter Aila.

Night before last I went to sleep and was awakened by a HORRIBLE noise in my right ear. My first response was to jump up and get the noise away from my ear. I could not move. I could not move my arms, legs, eye lids, or mouth. I tried to scream but my mouth would not open for anything to come out. After about five minutes I was released only to be left terrified. Can someone please help me or tell me where I can find the help that I seriously need. I am tired of being scared of things I can not explain, and I am tired of not being able to comfort my children or my self. Any and all advice will be greatly appreciated. Thank you and God bless

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hardtoremember (37 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-21)
Perhaps we can all concentrate on ridding your house of what-ever it is. Do not fear it. Tell it to leave.
Concentrate white light on it.
evehalloway (1 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-20)
These situations are a drag. I attracted a negative, but different situation. They are almost impossible to get rid of. I would start consulting psychics. They know the score on these things, and maybe you can invite one into your home for an evaluation and/or a cleansing. It'll be expensive, though.
Edmund (578 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-20)
Newton331... I don't think that its the nursing home for the most part... Just because for all of your life you have had visitors. I would ask a priest or a minister to bless the house because you feel "uncomfortable" and not mention anything else. Then see if the activity decreases. It also wouldn't hurt to have a bible or two around the house and some religious icons.
GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-19)
Tonight, earlier, I wrote about working in a smallish nursing home. We lost 2 a month on average. I'm a statistics person. Perhaps they aren't ghost but your curiosity. Everyone knows that people there go to leave eventually. Perhaps they are visiting you or you know they are going to pass. I don't recommend scaring young people. Don't let them bug you is my best advice. My sleep being disturbed really bugs me. Always has. For a good reason, fine, otherwise, I'm really cranky.
Newton331 (1 stories) (1 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-19)
My daughter is seven months old and my son is almost three so it is kind of hard to speak with them about what is going on. After writing this I forgot to mention that I live behind a nursing home and I wonder if that has anything to do with the frequent "visitors". I am not so much worried abbout myself as I am my children. I can have asked several pastors and preist here in my community and they think I am crazy and that ghost do not exist. I live in a very small closed minded town full of ignorant people. I am still searching the web and asking advice from anyone that I can and I thank all of you for trying to help. -Crys
dragonprincessofpearl (1 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-18)
You have an excellent gift. Blessed be and keep working on it. Also, I know this may be bizarre but you have what is called a poltergeist living in your home. I do believe though that it is something that you created Not on purpose of course. While reading your story, I have come to realise the stresses and things you had to go through as a child and also as an adult. A poltergeist feeds off of things like that. Stress from work, a memory of a passed family member that you loved dearly and also fear of your gift. I would like to see you try to explore more of your gift. Get to know it. Also, don't be so stressful. Now I am not trying to say that you are crazy or anything but talk to a friend and maybe if things get to hectic in your house and the poltergeist doesn't go away, maybe see a therapist. I would urge you to have your house blessed. ❤ I know I didn't give much information but I gave what I could in the 10 minutes I have. Please, if you have any questions write to me at dragonprincessofpearl [at] ❤
nikkifoster (1 stories) (8 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-15)
It sounds like to me that your daughter may be gifted too. And this ghost could be connected with your child in some way. If you can ask your daughter about this ghost and see if she can tell you why he is here. If that is too much for her or you and you just want the thing to go. Ask him to leave and light a candle and tell him to go into the light. If he still will not go, it is time for you to talk to God. It may sound crazy but it works. Take your children to someones house and you and your husband go throughout the house with a bible and call on the blood of Jesus Christ to come in and take what is evil in your house away. You need to remember that nothing is more powerful than God and his son Jesus Christ. I garantee that things will begin to clear up. Also is there a male that you were very close to that passed away? If you need to talk email me at ennikkifoster [at]
Kris (1 stories) (13 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-15)
AnneV... Wow... That article will help me so much. I do get Sleep Paralysis from time to time that doesn't scare me. There have been a few times during meditation I have gotten to that state. I have seemed to work through it in my mind and get out of it somehow. Where your body feels very heavy more like a magnet holding you down than someone to me anyway. But if you don't concentrate on your physical body in that state you actually feel very light. I have trouble for feeling vulnerable or a little scared to project but I think that information explained that way will do me a lot of good. Thanks so much... 😁
Edmund (578 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-15)
Newton331... About all that I could add is to go through the house and throw away anything that was left by the previous owners and or tenants. The next important thing to do is to seek some serious spiritual advice an example would be that if you are a Christian to have you and your family blessed and then have the house blessed. Since you have had ghostly encounters almost all of your life I would say that you most probably always will... Its just getting it to a manageable level.
mystical2 (16 stories) (483 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-14)
Hi. I have had experiences of my own as well. Something is in my home now as well. Been here for approx. 14 years and the activity started about a year and a half ago. I was also traveling back and forth to hospitals for my son, but also found out we are on indian grounds. Also, the minerals and rock on our property and the land around us give more energy to spirits. Also a vortex. One thing I can say right now which is important is to try and rid any fear or negative emotion in your household. They feed off this and become stronger. Find something to help rid your fears and such. Since you have the gift your aura is brighter and spirits know and attract to you. Hospitals do have many spirits traveling through, good and negative. Do you have a God you pray to? If you do, prayer is very good. Personally, me and my son (who also is gifted) say the st michael protection prayer every night. Also say God's prayer. For some protection imagine you are wrapping yourselves in white light. You can also wrap the light around your home and fill your rooms with light. I burn a small amount of white sage in a room or two I am in or insense. Spirits don't like the smoke/smell. There is a way of cleansing your home, however, if you are not strong enough with faith, I do not advise you to do it. Could cause bigger issues. I have found help myself with cleansing. I feel more comfortable watching someone else and learning before attempting myself. I do speak up for myself when the spirits get out of hand. They listen to me and stop. I would search the internet and see if you can find a paranormal research that will also cleanse your home. This is a timely process. They must first collect evidence and search to find out exactly what type of spirit they are dealing with before they do any type of cleansing. Another thing, have you made any new purchases lately? This is one thing to think about as well. Entities can attach to items. I hope this is some what helpful. If you have any questions, feel free to ask.
Cona (3 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-14)
First off, I'm sorry this is happening to you. Now since, according to your story, there had been none of this activity while your step-parents, I'm thinking they are there because you can see and possibly communicate with them. They might be hanging around just wanting to talk, or maybe they think you can help them cross over. So I suggest that you take some time, when your children are not there, to meditate and see if you can't talk to them. And if they seem extremely aggressive or evil, then get a blessing or an exorcism.

Best of Luck!
HalfMoonX5 (42 posts)
14 years ago (2008-10-14)
I think you should move but first get a priest down to that house and have a look. I do not recomend you stay there even if this go away, its not a good idea because your kids will never feel safe in that house ever again. I know this is hard to do because of the market recently, but you need to leave, or at least contact a priest so it doesn't follow you. For right now pray, pray God to protect you and your children, to drive these things away, then try to forget about it and he will help you.
vanillalove (guest)
14 years ago (2008-10-14)
I'm so sorry for you, you must be really scared!
It didn't happened to me before, thanks to God, but I read something about that in a book. You can try to astral project, that can helps you to see the ghost as a human (more like to make you a ghost actually) and try to talk with him. Secondly, if its your ability, you can block your ability. I'm sorry I don't know how to block them but saw thing about them through the books and internet.
Or maybe you can call a psychic and need their help tp get rid of that ghost. They will be professional and they will know much about that.
Sorry because I couldn't really helped...
Good luck...
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
14 years ago (2008-10-14)
Since you have natural gifts and abilities it's not surprising you'd find yourself in what I call the catatonic state. It's also called, and in my opinion mistakenly, sleep paralysis or the hag syndrome.

I wrote an article here on this:

You can fight this condition or realize that though it seems like an attack is coming on, you can take your abilities to the next level and have conscious out-of-body experiences. The thing is, if something 'followed you home' you're not going to be in any mind-set to project and see them.

First order of business is getting rid of the energy that is around you. You can search the net for that but the point is to use light work and meditations to clear your house. Everyone who does this has a style and an opinion so do some research and decide what resonates best with you.

Negative energy aside, there is a subtle realm whole world that can be explored that is so wonderous in nature you'll be hard pressed to want to come back. The first steps can usually be launched from this state that most people find terrifying because they don't understand it.

After years of being thwarted by my fear I finally confronted it and used this state to take myself to the next level. It takes some time as this can be a very harrowing state but I've never been hurt and the rewards far outweighed the fear.

Good luck.

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