Several years ago I had a terrible feeling that someone was going to die. Roughly around 2014/15. It was a very distinct feeling, as if I knew for a fact that some sort of tragedy/ death would occur. I thought it was going to be my grandfathers late wife due to the fact that she was very ill at the time, but the next day my beat friend's grandmother had a heart attack and died the next day. I texted her when I got the feeling but she thought it was a joke. Today, I was washing my face and I opened my eyes and looked in the mirror above my sink and saw the reflection of my phone and I got déjà Vu followed by a terrible feeling, as if this already happened and I knew what was to come next is bad. I think that the fact that I got the feeling when I looked into a mirror was significant, mirrors have always been subject to superstition and such. Anyways, my friend, who's texts I saw in the reflection of my phone, her uncle has a week to live. Another good friend of mines grandmother is getting surgery tomorrow because they found a massive tumor in her heart. My friend's grandmother has access to the best doctors in New York, but I'm scared that something bad is going to happen to either my friends uncle or my other friends grandmother. I don't know if this is real or not, is it possible to get a feeling like that? I was never one to believe in something like this but here I am... Haha. Am I crazy? Can someone please explain this to me, it's so weird, and frankly it makes me feel crazy.
The things you don't like are fighting for you. All you have to do is focus on Jesus. Fill your life with thoughts of him instead of the confusing thoughts from the other forces. Forget about them. Don't be lured to them. They can make themselves very appealing. Jesus once told me, "Focus on me." Just a simple phrase. This was during the time my friend was having all kinds of crazy things happening to him and I was getting very interested in this. He is much better now. You can also be much better!