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Feelings That I Can't Explain

 

I want to start out by saying that ever since I was a small child, I remember having this feeling that I can't explain. My parents and grandparents have told me several stories about things I told them as a small child about seeing and talking to angels. I don't know if that is relevant, but I felt like I should mention it.

I can recall being a child and all of a sudden I would have an intense wave of sadness. My mother or whoever I was with when this feeling hit would ask me what was wrong and why I was sad. I never had a reason for it. When I say intense sadness, I mean utter despair. As a small child, that's a scary feeling. Especially when you don't know why you're feeling it. It would happen often.

As I got older, in my teens, I still got that feeling but not as frequently. The intensity was worse. It would hit me so hard and fast, I never knew it would be coming. As an adult now, I've been trying to understand this feeling and figure out exactly the cause. I haven't been able to pin down any certain things that happen before or after this feeling comes.

The best way that I know how to describe the emotion is that it feels like being homesick, in the worst way. I'm not homesick at all, I've lived in the same place my whole life. I've done my fair share of traveling also, and this feeling doesn't happen when I'm not home. I have never been able to accurately describe it and it frustrates me beyond belief. I just want to know what this feeling/emotion is.

I do believe that this is something different. It is not a feeling that I have ever been able to conjure or recreate. When I say it just happens out of nowhere, I mean it. The length of time that passes between when it starts and when it ends varies. Knowing that I can not recreate this feeling or make it happen on my own leads me to believe that it is something beyond my control. Beyond what I can see. I need help. I need to know what this is and why it happens. Please help!

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piscesrising_ (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-22)
Miles, I don't think I have ever experienced the black mass/white light that you mentioned. However, I just had this feeling again earlier today which prompted me to check back on this post. It seems as if the feeling came on shortly after I began watching an old TV show, like from the 80s/90s. Like maybe I'm trying to remember something that never happened to me in this life. I feel like this could be connected to a past life.
Milespapa (4 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-20)
Sorry picses I just thought of this and am curious if you experienced something similar.

These memories only came back to me last year while I was in India, while there I had a few abnormal experiences which is common for me.

When I was really young I couldn't walk, look or be near a certain area of our house after the sun went down.

There was something or someone there all fckng night. It was a black mass sitting in the dark watching me. While it was there I could see a white line in my head (hard to explain) but every time the line expanded, my fear, anxiety etc grew. Resulting in that same feeling you have.

I was connected to the black mass and it was causing the fear to grow and retract when it pleased. It enjoyed it and it kept doing it for a bout a year.

I think the black mass is responsible for it. It felt like I was being emotionally tortured.

Sorry for the novel lmao
NotHorizon (5 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-11)
If your interested in learning, I could teach you how to cleanse using your own energy. Just shoot me an email. My email is nothorizon97 [at] gmail.com
Milespapa (4 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-10)
Hi pisces,

Did you try cleansing like NotHorizon suggested?

Hopefully it helped.
piscesrising_ (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-10)
NotHorizon, I have heard of it. I don't know how to do it. I would be open to trying it

Miles, yes I worry about the same thing. Worrying about when it will return. Same to you.
Milespapa (4 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-08)
I don't know about you but every time it happens I worry the feeling will stay with me.

Hope all goes well Pisces. ❤
NotHorizon (5 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-08)
Yea it sounds like it could be connected to your past life. Have you ever heard of cleansing and if so do you know how to?
piscesrising_ (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-08)
It's like an overwhelming feeling of dread and sadness. The worst feeling I've ever had. That's what it feels like, like you're in the mind of someone on the brink of suicide. I wish I could accurately describe the feeling, I've never been able to.
Milespapa (4 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-07)
Hi pisces,

I have a similar feeling that comes over me maybe once a year, it has been happening since I was a child.

My throat feels like it sinks into my stomach and I get a sick sensation in my head. I my mind becomes full of dread, if there are any people around me I feel like they should die, I feel like life isn't worth living and suicide makes sense. It lasts maybe 2-3 minutes.

I'm not an emotional person and I have never felt these overwhelming feelings other than during these episodes.

It's like a glimpse into the mind of someone ready to end their lives.
piscesrising_ (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-07)
Yes! I have often wondered if this is tied to a past life. In my post I mentioned that it felt like I was homesick, but I didn't know what for or where.
NotHorizon (5 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-07)
Have you ever heard of past lives? Do you feel like you have ties to memories you never had? Past lives can show up as emotions, memories, dreams, etc...
piscesrising_ (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-06)
It feels like memories cause the sadness, but I don't know what I'm remembering if that makes sense. I do feel others emotions easily, but they don't overtake me.
NotHorizon (5 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-06)
What drives your sadness? Is it through imagery, feelings, memories, etc.?

Why do you feel like your empathetic? Do you feel the emotions of others pretty easily?
piscesrising_ (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-06)
No it doesn't feel like they're someone else's emotions. It makes me feel horrible. I have been told that I am empathetic
NotHorizon (5 posts)
 
2 months ago (2020-05-04)
Hey Pisces!

I'm sorry that you're going through this. When this happens, do you feel the sadness is coming from someone else as if the emotions were projected on you?

Also are you known to be an emphatic person?

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