My whole life I've always felt like there was someone or something there. I just feel it and I can't explain how I just do...
I've recently have been having stronger feelings and can randomly get flash images of things I really don't understand. Overall I feel energies around me that feel foreign and just not quite right. And I think I may have a spiritual attachment of sorts because there's always and energy here. Sometimes there's more but there's always at least one or two. I may just be really paranoid but what if I'm not?
That's kind of when the flash images started. I've only seen like a couple not a lot. It started just recently like a couple weeks ago. They appear in my brain for like a second and then they're gone. Normally if I can close my eyes and concentrate, they'll appear again and I can look at it for a while. They all consist of me and shadow figures. I only really remember two of them.
1) It was just me standing, doing something like everyday life stuff not really special. And then there was this shadow person or creature on my back. Kind of like a piggyback kind of thing. Like it's kind of disturbing but it didn't freak me out too much. I've always had this pain on my back near my shoulders and this would explain that. And why I always feel like there's an energy around me.
2) It's just me in the light and a bunch of shadow people all around me like a crowd. Not much else to explain there.
I'm under the age of 18 so I haven't told any adults about this since they'll think I'm crazy. I just really want help and advice from someone who has the same experiences as me
I just felt the desire to share my experience with you, and maybe it will help you out. I was also under the age of 18 when it first happened to me and I had no one I could talk to that wouldn't think I was utterly crazy, wierd, or had an overactive imagination. I won't relay all my experiences here, but the one that is similar to what you have described goes like this: After a night out going to a boxing match, the next few days I felt incredibly "off". I felt drained and tired for absolutely no reason... And I mean utterly fatigued. I was taking a nap, and during this nap, my mind was awake, and the "shadow thing" that had clung on to me at the crowded boxing event was revealed. I heard its voice and felt its heavy energy hovering directly over my head. It was draining my energy from me, and having had past shadow experiences as a teenager, this time I knew what to do. I called for help from the Light (if you had a flash image of yourself standing in the light, you may be the type of person that has such a bright energy that it attracts the shadow entities who want to draw from your light). The first thing I do is make a firm decision that this shadow is not wanted or welcome on my mind, body, or spirit. Then I ask for help from the highest good I know of (whatever credence, religion, or belief you have, or even if you don't have one, just draw from the highest power you believe in). And I ask for help in removing this shadow from my being. And in a flash, an opposite being, a being of the Light, appeared before me and the Shadow being retreated. My fatigue lifted immediately as this Shadow thing was no longer attached and sucking from my energy.
I did not realize it at the time, but I had also had something clinging onto me through several of my teenage years that caused me much fatigue and even mild depression. If you are able to sense these energies that are not your own, you may be born as a highly sensitive person yourself and it already sounds like you have a good handle on what you are sensing. And it even sounds like you have a good gut feeling... TRUST IT! You are not paranoid... I thought I was crazy too at the time but I now know I was far from it. Go with your gut instincts and intuition. If it feels off to you, its because it IS. Trust in it, and do a little reading on third eye clairvoyance, meditation, and intuitive awareness. Sounds like you may be born with some extra sensory awareness that you can develop. I really hope this helps you. Feel free to ask any questions you may have.