I Have That Feeling Again And Again

Your spirit guides are the white lights.
They want desperately to talk to you and help but you are blocking them.
They respect your decision to NOT believe in them.
The shadows are negative spirits perhaps astral shells
Or spirits of criminals that have remained on earth and like to torment people.
Evil spirits will NOT respect your decision to NOT believe in them.
Try to be aware of everything around you at all times.
Alternate cold hot baths and after that meditate with awareness.
Meditate barefoot while touching mother earth and ever better a healthy tree is extremely effective.
On the name of loving wisdom and all that is true and good good luck with your spiritual health let it be so it is done.

P.S.
If you are thinking that spirits are nonsense perhaps you should google this
Cia-rdp96-00788r001700210004-8 and read paragraph 27.
Yes we are immortal beings. And yes the USA army used that to spy on everyone.
And yes the legion of merit was awarded to Joseph McMoneagle also know as
Remote Viewer No. 1 for more than 150 cases of successful spying
Sorry successful remote viewing.

It's alright, first thing is to calm down and know that you're not alone in any of these experiences. Without more detail I can't be certain on a lot of what you put, however I've experienced some of the same. I get small white flashes all the time, these are orbs that are around you. Some people can see them clearly, I see them as flashes. A few times I have had a major flash like you described, I've taken it as a more powerful spirit or maybe an angel. It always seems to come with a calm feeling and an almost heat in my head that kind of radiates through my face.

As far as the black mist, I did have one picture of something similar that may be what you were talking about. I've seen black figures typically small, and I've always associated them with the "sleep paralysis demon". I don't believe they are actually demons, but that's the name that was given to them. People who sleep have their bodies go into a natural paralysis, and some people when they wake up but are still in that state can see these black figures near them, and since they are frightened and can't move it just makes them that much more frightened. A friend of mine had this experience herself, and like I said I've seen quick black shadow movements. I was told by a past teacher that I would see these shadows, often times out of the corner of your eyes, but I was instructed to leave them be and not to even acknowledge their existence. They wouldn't hurt me, but they seem to not like when people can see them. As far as being around people during sleep, I think they cause fear, maybe even nightmares to feed off of fear but not actually harm you. The one I had a picture of wasn't actually black, it was more a dark grey with red eyes, like a dark cloud hiding in the shadows.

The toy going off makes me either feel like you have some kind of spirit around messing with it, or perhaps it can be your own energy. Especially when we get emotional we can start effecting electronics around us. Draining the power out of my phone or watch just by holding it during an emotion spike. A friend of mine had it where when she would start getting anxious the headset she was wearing would start producing static. Or the better side, when she really wanted to listen to a song on the radio hers turned on to spotify and started playing it across the room. I once got annoyed with the ads on Pandora, so somehow I started the app on my phone in premium mode without having a subscription, or a free trial listed on my account at all, it just happened. They later fixed it, but I didn't do anything just wanted it to happen. Often times these events are tied to our emotions, even when we don't realize it, and we can affect more than just electronics in this same manner. Now emotions are not bad, we just need to control emotion spikes, that comes in time though.

As far as hearing your name, that can be more than one thing, so I can't say for certain. Perhaps you are connected to someone through an Empathy link, or maybe it's a spirit around you. I once when I was much younger were getting yelled at by my parents and doing what any kid would do started to zone out and stop listening. As I did this I then started hearing a voice talk to me, it was like the wind was talking to me, and even though it was short it was still interesting. Now with Empathy I can't say that I've ever heard someone else. Being connected with someone I have seen what they've seen, smelled what they do, even taste, but never heard. However hearing would just be more signals coming from your sensory organs to your brain so I don't see why it would be any different from being able to picked up. However if they were saying your name I'd think it's more a telepathic link than Empathy since they would be talking to you not hearing what they are hearing.

I understand not being able to talk to anyone about a lot of the issues you are facing, I live not that far from you and we are in the "Bible Belt" of the states. These kinds of things aren't nearly as open as I'd like them to be, and it gets difficult to talk to someone out of the fear of sounding like a freak. I was stabbed in the back more than once for this reason so I stopped talking about it to people I knew in person. However since then I have met others I've been able to talk to as well. I know it can be difficult but you can also go through the archives of stories here and read other peoples experiences for yourself. Maybe some of these worlds will be able to help you, if you reply I may not see it since I don't visit the site very often, but if you have more questions feel free to shoot me an e-mail it's listed on my profile.
~ Lyro

Hi PeachyKeen
The white flashes you are describing, I have experienced them too. I still don't know what they meant/mean, but usually they were precursors to something extreme happening to me. Be it paranormal or just something in day to day life. So I'd suggest preparing for big changes!
If you'd like to discuss this further you can contact me at my email: sofiiaimmortal [at] gmail.com 😊