Ever since I was a baby, I have had what I always thought were "Imaginary Friends". When I turned ten, I began to communicate with these so called "Imaginary Friends". At about twelve years of age, I finally realized they weren't "Imaginary Friends" they were spirits. Usually when I told them to leave me alone they would, until a few weeks ago.
I was at a friends and I had a heavy feeling of death. Before I knew what I was saying, I was asking my friend if anyone had died in his house, and if the cause was suicide. He answered yes to both questions. I felt like something was talking through me. Then I began to see images in my head as clear as a movie of a dark haired man hanging himself. I watched as he put the rope around his neck and kicked over the small table he was standing on. Then I felt his presence but I couldn't see him in person. He kept whispering the name David to me, almost as if he was crying. Over and over again I heard the name David. I tried to tell him to leave me alone, but he was persistent.
That night after I had left, I texted my friend and told him all about it. He called me freaking out. He told me his dad's really good friend Tom had hung himself next door, that he was gay, and his lovers name was David. I told my friend to have his father get in contact with David, and tell him Tom was sorry and that he loved him. After that, Tom left me alone.
I used to not take any of this seriously, thinking I was just imagining everything that I have seen and heard. But after this incident, it opened my eyes to see that I really might have a gift. I not only communicate with spirits. I have had several visions, one which saved my sister's life. I can also sense what people are feeling, and going through, and I know when something is wrong with my loved ones no matter how far away they are. Sometimes I can see through their eyes, and feel what they feel. Which definitely isn't pleasant, considering my grandma is dying and coughs up blood, and sometimes when she is having a spell I go through it as well. Can someone please explain this to me, and tell me how I can make it stronger and control it better. I would really appreciate it.
Thank you very much,