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Realizing I'm A Psychic Medium


Ever since I was a baby, I have had what I always thought were "Imaginary Friends". When I turned ten, I began to communicate with these so called "Imaginary Friends". At about twelve years of age, I finally realized they weren't "Imaginary Friends" they were spirits. Usually when I told them to leave me alone they would, until a few weeks ago.

I was at a friends and I had a heavy feeling of death. Before I knew what I was saying, I was asking my friend if anyone had died in his house, and if the cause was suicide. He answered yes to both questions. I felt like something was talking through me. Then I began to see images in my head as clear as a movie of a dark haired man hanging himself. I watched as he put the rope around his neck and kicked over the small table he was standing on. Then I felt his presence but I couldn't see him in person. He kept whispering the name David to me, almost as if he was crying. Over and over again I heard the name David. I tried to tell him to leave me alone, but he was persistent.

That night after I had left, I texted my friend and told him all about it. He called me freaking out. He told me his dad's really good friend Tom had hung himself next door, that he was gay, and his lovers name was David. I told my friend to have his father get in contact with David, and tell him Tom was sorry and that he loved him. After that, Tom left me alone.

I used to not take any of this seriously, thinking I was just imagining everything that I have seen and heard. But after this incident, it opened my eyes to see that I really might have a gift. I not only communicate with spirits. I have had several visions, one which saved my sister's life. I can also sense what people are feeling, and going through, and I know when something is wrong with my loved ones no matter how far away they are. Sometimes I can see through their eyes, and feel what they feel. Which definitely isn't pleasant, considering my grandma is dying and coughs up blood, and sometimes when she is having a spell I go through it as well. Can someone please explain this to me, and tell me how I can make it stronger and control it better. I would really appreciate it.

Thank you very much,


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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, LightintheDarkness, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

vendettaBabes (3 stories) (335 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-01)

Please...CHILL. Calm down, please. Your emotions are freaking some of us out. Ask us questions, and we will answer.

opart1 (2 stories) (35 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-01)
Please can anyone help me out I really am lost and a bit freaking out at the moment. If anyone will help me out please respone back I'm like really desperate and I'm serious. Cause this website won't let me write a story/blog. And I'm not sure of what to do to get some help. I just want to know If I'm crazy or not.
techy75 (1 stories) (10 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-01)
hi, you commented on my story. I just wanted to say that my views into the future aare happening way more frequently and wanted to thank you for all your help! 😁
LightintheDarkness (1 stories) (4 posts)
15 years ago (2009-03-02)
Thank you very much, and yes it is very frustrating!
I have a bit of a problem though.
Every time I start to relax and focus, I become afraid.
I feel someone with me, when I stop I feel like there is someone there watching me.
I feel it sometimes for a few days.
It has made me think if I even want this gift.
WednesdayGirl (guest)
15 years ago (2009-02-23)

Thanks for sharing your story. It seems there are similarities in spirits...
For instance, you said that the man who hung himself whispered the word, David.
It seems that spirits... At least from what I have experienced will do that. More specifically, they will only say just one or two important words. Which is really frustrating, when you are verbal... And wish they could hold a conversation, lol.
I think you did the right thing by delivering the mssg. And letting his lover know that he loved him. Sometimes they speak to us... As I call it..."spirit-to-spirit." That is, it may not always be audible to ears... More of a feeling that you need to be the deliverer/helper of sending an impt. Mssg. 😊

I think you can make it stronger by not being too busy in everyday life. For instance, leave time to relax (with no noise) or possibly meditate. Mssgs, for me come in clearer when I am more open and there are not too many channels running in my internal radio/TV. It's almost as if too many channels slows down and impairs the incoming signal. far as the how to control it... I am still working on that one myself?
Good luck and take care.
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
15 years ago (2009-02-19)
Hi Bri, Lightinthedarkness...
Rev Silverson is right, I love him don't you?

I know this is perhaps unheard of within your area, but over here in England we have spiritualist churches and centers, from these places you should be able to gain information regarding "development courses" which are "circles" of learning, (a closed one is best over an open one.) Initially, discover if your state has such a center/church...and start attending.

You sound amazingly naturally clairvoyant, (and I'm jealous, that was my ego speaking Rev!) and as the rev said, I'd aim for studying crystals first (out of his options) and find one with which you have a natural affinity. From there on in it's, "welcome aboard!" (smiles)

Linx 😊
LightintheDarkness (1 stories) (4 posts)
15 years ago (2009-02-18)
I would aslo like to add that I am very religous,
I am scared that by having this I am opening up things I shouldn't be.
Such as evil spirits of some sort?
My parents have always said never delve into to it,
Because that opens a portal to evil or something...? 😕
LightintheDarkness (1 stories) (4 posts)
15 years ago (2009-02-18)
Thank you very much,
This really does help.
One thing I need to learn is how to know when I am feeling something I guess you call "paranormal" or not.
I am only 14 years old, so I don't know much about this.
Although, almost everyone on my mother's side has some kind of gift.
I am just lucky enough to have multiple.
revsilverson (guest)
15 years ago (2009-02-18)
from what you write I believe you are clairvoyant (seeing the dead) and empathic (feeling the pain of others- to be brief). Both are wonderful psychic gifts. I made my powers stronger by opening (dedicating) myself up to the Divine Spirit and all of the energies of the universe. The Divine Spirit sent me a protector entity to keep me safe in everything I do. I studied the energies of plants/herbs, crystals, aromatherapy and colors. I learned that the Divine Spirit life force can be found in all things and that humankind can create things just by thinking them. Control your powers? I'm not sure what you mean. Focus them you mean? Most visions are pieces of a puzzle. Psychic experience for me isn't precise. It involves attempting to make sense of the pieces I am given. So if you are asking if you can make them reveal all the details by just viewing parts of the message then I would say I have never heard of nor have I experienced psychic revelations in that manner. Best of luck to you.

Love and Light.
Domo (17 posts)
15 years ago (2009-02-18)
Dear Bri,

I am in a similar possition but I have not been open since my previous life. I found out last spring that my ability's were much stronger that I could ever imagine.
I was lucky enough to get a Teacher, who is really good and whole in what he does. I see him every other week with other student's and train or try to master our ability's.
I would suggest you find a Teacher who can help you. Ask you're Guides, masters or angels to find a suitiple teacher for you. The right one will appear in the right time as it did for me.
I have had 2 teachers in this field in my life and am working with the second one.

Please excuse my english, I'm Icelandic so it isn't perfect

I sincerely hope you'll find someone

Kindest regards

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