Since two years ago I kept having premonitions which kept annoying me. I can see the future and the past but most of them are about the future I can't see thing that are going to happen months later. It usually happens 5 to 7 days later. I never told anybody about this except for my friend. They say that it's a gift from God but I don't believe it. Sometimes the premonitions get in the way of my life and I keep warning my friend but they just won't listen to my warning. Sometimes I have them at school, at my house and other places.
My parent don't know any of these things. I don't tell them a thing and their getting freaked out. Since two years ago I can see a little further and now am just getting so worried because I saw one of my friends die and it happened and I was so depressed and I just couldn't handle it. It's driving me sick and sometimes I see my dead friend saying, "You could stopped my death." One of my friends keeps telling me to tell my parents but I don't want to because my parents are going to think am crazy or make me go to a psychiatrist.
Please, if any of you have a way to stop premonitions from happening please tell me I just can't take it anymore. I just want to be a normal person.
It a bad thing to be psychic.