Recently I have come to terms while my psychic abilities. It was only after I visited my relatives in the country and soon found out I was not alone.
As a little boy I thought the things I saw, and felt where all natural yet in my teenage years I soon found out that it was not the case. I usually would not express what goes on in my life to anyone only because I don't want to scare them, weird them out, or simple anger them if they happen to be a skeptic.
I'm a fan of Lisa Williams, and find her to be amazing, I also have found myself creating links with her abilities and my own. Last night I decided I would do a little bit of research on her, and found a very interesting physic interview that she had done. A number of my questions where answered, a lot of help was given, and my own psychic abilities where named.
In a simple list this is what I find myself being able to do:
On a number of different occasions I have dreams that come true, I feel spirits around in the form of little air pockets. I have the ability to sense and feel what others do in such a way that it can become over whelming. I also can feel how spirits are feeling and pin point what their story may be. I see human auras when I change my eyes to a blurry state, however I do not see colours. On a number of different occasions spirits tend to like to show me how they died either through a vision or through physical pain. I once had a friend of mine commit suicide and at his funeral my head was tilted in a way it felt I was being pushed against concrete, the feeling of gravel was in my mouth and I soon had an instant migraine. I have had other times when a young girl let me feel what it was like to be crushed by concrete pipes. Some times when spirits are around I get pains in parts of my body such as when I was at a hospital the other day the right side of my neck became intensely painful and I had to leave the grounds before it would stop.
After watching Lisa Williams videos I soon discovered why my hands become so hot some times. I have the ability to force energy to my hands, when I was younger I thought that one day I might be able to make fire come out of my hands. It makes sense now that I have the ability to heal with them... Not that iv ever tried it but I will don't you worry.
The problem with me is that I really don't trust my instincts, yet I'm learning how to now. I want to be able to give messages to loved ones from those spirits I feel around me. They don't seem to talk much though. Yesterday however I was sitting in maths and I felt a spirit to the left of me, and my left foot become hot. In my mind I asked what its name was. I had trouble pin pointing what gender, tossing from male and female. The first name that popped into my head was Peter, so I ran with it, then my second leg heated up and I felt that perhaps there was a second spirit. So I asked if there was a second person with us, and then the name Margaret popped into my head. I asked if there was anything they wanted me to tell anyone.
This part was sketchy for it was either no, or the name of the boy in front of me. But that's where I left it. This was one of the first times iv tried to develop my gifts.
I have been meditating lately and I really want to be able to help people and spirits. I'm going to go shopping for crystals to wear soon so that the energy can flow. I also am looking to direct myself away from negative people for it my block the flow.
The meditation seems to be helping I did it this morning before I got out of bed and while I was getting ready for school a little boy named Joe was in my room, He followed me around the house and even took hold of my hand and wouldn't let go, soon my wrist hurt later on.
I'm looking for help on ways to develop my gifts further so please e-mail me to talk.