My name is Alex and I'm 17 years old. Please understand that I'm a rational thinker, and as of now, very happy with my life. I've gone through therapy and I'm now in a wonderful, healthy relationship. I'm just looking for support and answers.
Almost a year ago I was deeply depressed. A lot of personal things lead to what came next. I still don't understand why I did what I did, but I tried to commit suicide. Ever since that day I have noticed small things in my life that I consider "paranormal", just meaning abnormal.
The day I attempted suicide was my first encounter. As I was being taken to the hospital, I felt cold hands grab my body and pull me. They were whispering in a language I didn't understand. I could see them with my own eyes. They were solid, black looking arms and hands. I felt like something was being torn away from me. Until then, I was calm and silent, and I started yelling telling them to let me go. As soon as my father picked me up out of the car they vanished, but I could feel strange emotions in the hospital. I told people but no one believed me. I stopped telling people about it.
Sometimes I can intensely feel what people around me are feeling or thinking, especially my current boyfriend. I get an intuition-like (gut) feeling when major events will happen.
Most recently, (like the past two weeks) I have been seeing and feeling a woman-spirit that has been waking me up at night. She won't speak but I can feel her emotions. Some nights she is angry (I think because I was asleep) and some nights I just have the feeling she enjoys hiding and playing with me.
I know anything paranormal with me is weak. I have only just come around to the idea that maybe something happened to me when I almost died. Maybe I'm closer to the other side now? Any advice, suggestions, or support you could offer me I'd appreciate so much. Thank you all.:)