I have always been what I call "hyperaware" of people, situations, and environments. I am not able to read people's future and I am aware that I am completely unable to control when I get a "feeling". I know when something bad is going to happen. Sometimes it happens that day (like when my husband broke his leg), or sometimes it's a few days ahead of time. Once I had "the feeling" and checked up on my kids every couple hours... To find that one of my students was killed in an accident.
But the problem lies here: Since I was a little girl strange things happened around me. Lights and TV's would turn on and off. Doors and cabinets would swing open. Electronic break. Quickly. At first, I believed I had a ghost in the house. However, I have moved and lived in many (up to 15 different places) and it happens everywhere, even at friends houses! I spoke with a very well known clairvoyant, and she stated that I had psychokinesis, and that I was causing these things to happen. Then... It made sense. Many times I touch a light and the light bulb goes out right away. But, what the problem is... Is that I'm a mother of 3 and I cause my kids electronic toys to go on and off, and it is terribly frightening for them. My sons toy electric train has "turned on" when I KNOW I had just turned it off about 100 times since we've gotten it. It's very loud and it wakes up everyone in the house when it goes off at night. Another problem is my 3 year old will bring up his little hand held video game and I will help his and it will turn off. Sometimes when my 5 year old plays it on the way to school... It just turn's on and off and on and off until he gets so frustrated he just puts it down. Is it possible that this is all me? Does anyone know how I can stop it? It does get worse when I'm upset or mad (or pregnant), however many times it happens when I'm sleeping.
I have seen several spirits before. I have seen my aunt who died when she was in her 40's twice (both times were right after I had a baby), my grandmother when I was about 10, my grandfather when I was about 15, and a stranger (about 6 houses ago). (He seemed to be just passing through.) However, they never spoke to me, or used me to deliver any messages.
Sometimes I feel that there could be a spirit in my house around me, but for some reason I'm not able to tell exactly. I mostly have a "friendly feeling", but every once in a while... I stop dead in my tracks with a "not so friendly feeling", but it goes away quickly. My 5 year old has said that he has heard stuff too, but that may be cause we had a few mice... So it's hard to tell.
I would love to hear if anyone has advice for me, or can help me. I'm really not interested in having someone come to the house. Besides my husband thinks all this stuff is foolish. (Although he does take notice when I have a feeling that something bad's going to happen after he broke his leg.)
Thanks so much!