I have seen spirits ever since I was about 19. Before that I knew they were they're but couldn't see anything. In my early days, I had horrible visons of people. Seeing how they died. A hanged women in the corner and just dark spirits. I would do tarot card readings or use a deck of cards. Lots of times I wouldn't need anything and could talk to a stranger about there life and try and help. I knew there was a lot of bad energy and was scared because I had no training or anyone to guide me. I talked with a friend who told me to pray and surround myself with white light. It worked and helped immensely. I have pushed everything away since then because I have small children and do not want any kind of negative energy in my house. Lately I have noticed it seems to have started to return. I was at my same friends house and was in her bathroom. A corner of the room was vibrating? I have never seen that before. I told her as she is gifted and she was amazed because she had seen it too. Is it a portal? My main concern is last night I woke to orbs all over my room. I mean everywhere. A young boy was at my side of the bed. He was fine not grotesque at all. I was so scared I couldn't catch my breath. I felt like they were all around and wouldn't let me sleep. I told my husband who is very scared of the things I see and was upset with me. I don't know what to do. I Want to help them but can't have them in my room at night, near my kids or showing me grotesque things. I'm thinking of finding a local medium to help me figure this out? Any suggestions.
I later dreamt that boy was a baby being looked after by his uncle. He was abused by him. I Remember holding the boy and said I would look after him and be his mother. I just can't stop thinking of him.
Thanks for any advice🌹