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For as long as I can remember I've had varying experiences that have increased in intensity as I have become older. These experiences have often made me feel isolated and alone and now that I am older I feel an almost uncontrollable urge to make contact with those who are the same.

I am writing this not to boast about my abilities, this is to hopefully find some answers and advice!

My earliest experience was when I was around 4-5 years old and my family had just moved into a new house but I would not enter my bedroom willingly or forced. If I was put in there while sleeping I would be screaming to be let out within about five minutes. I remember yelling "Take me out of here it smells like fly spray!" over and over. It became so bad we ended up moving.

From here we started traveling around Australia in a Kombi and each place we stopped I would come across something; a person, object or book, which always seemed to be on the same path as I was walking. Such as coming across an occult spell book in one of the school libraries I was in or meeting a new person who would ask me odd questions [about dreaming, feeling other people etc] or tell me strange things about their own experiences of the same.

One occasion I was in a cafΓ© and a woman came up to me, introduced herself as a high priestess and proceeded to tell me "It wasn't my time yet and I am to stay away from covens due to a darkness that clings to me". This shocked me as only a few weeks prior I seemed to have taken home a very evil entity with me after performing a sΓ©ance with friends [which I think every teen does at some point!]. I wasn't 100% certain if this was a ghost, spirit, demon or some other evil all I know is that I was kept awake at night with an insistent knocking, scraping or tapping which ended up evolving into voices trying to get me to do awful things. Another interesting thing about this "thing" was its jealousy. If I ever had a boyfriend over, even just a boy who is my friend, it basically made my home feel so uncomfortable they didn't stay long. After they would leave it would become almost manic with its power. I am not bothered by this thing so much these days but every now and then when I am alone I can feel it watching me.

Other things I've experienced is an over whelming feeling of panic and horror at some theories about how the world will end. I had 2 dreams; one being the sun fell to earth, broke open and destroyed us. The other was a bomb made to amplify the suns rays to destroy the earth, I woke up screaming and was extremely hot to touch and I still felt the burning. I was watching some sort of doc about end of the world theories and when a guest came on to describe their end of world visions it was so close to my dreams I started shaking violently and crying, my Mum ended up having to calm me down.

After moving out of home I had fallen asleep in the study where my boyfriend, at the time, was using a computer. I woke up and started trying to get his attention and to complain about how hot it was. It seemed like he was ignoring me so I spoke louder and grabbed his shoulder, he still didn't notice me. This is where I turned around to see myself still laying asleep on the bed. Instead of freaking out I decided to go for a walk around the house. Sure enough no matter how hard I tried no-one could seem to hear or see me. Walking into the bathroom I looked into the mirror to only have my reflection look red and badly sunburned, I touched my face and I found it very hot. This is where I woke up, well tried to, it was like my limbs were paralyzed and I couldn't move. The feeling of heat started to dissipate and movement returned to my limbs.

This happened again a few weeks later but this time something called my name from the hallway, I went out there to have a look then suddenly I felt like someone had switched on a vacuum and was trying to suck me into this vortex looking thing. It took all my strength to wake up from this. Additional to the varied experiences in this house I often heard a little boy crying in the bathroom, specifically the bath.

As a teenager I was a devout Born Again Christian and had MANY encounters with something [I no longer believe in the one "God"] however no-one would listen and eventually I was asked to leave the church.

I seem to get I a feeling like the pressure is shifting, I can feel it in my chest and head and then my ears get these odd binaural tones where each ear has a slightly different frequency so it creates an effect like a bell resonating or the slow movement of helicopter blades. DeJa Vu usually follows this and depending on the intensity I can come close to fainting.

Quite a few times now I have inadvertently taken away/taken on ones pain, especially if they are having headaches. They tell me how they feel and then all of a sudden I get a rush of blood/heat and BAM headache! Sometimes the person says it's suddenly gone or it continues and I am in pain along with them. I try very hard not to touch someone who has any malady these days.

I donated my eggs to friends of the family several years ago [they had twin boys!] and when their mother went into labour I woke up with severe abdominal pains and sure enough 10mins later I had a phone call that she was being taken to hospital. I had this experience with one of my nephews too, I was caught in terrible traffic and I was going to turn back but something urged me on. Arriving at Mums my brother called to ask if we could watch his son as his partner had just gone into labour! I watched the miracle not more than 2 hours later.

Horses and I seem to have an affinity for each other. I've often been able to ride horses who will not behave for others or I can just command a horse with extremely subtle movements or thoughts, I have never and will never use a crop on a horse that is barbaric! Because of this, I feel equine creatures may be my spirit animal.

Phew! I think that's the most I've ever written about myself and I could still go on but these are the main points for me.

What do these things mean? Is it possible to constantly attract "dark" energy? What IS my time? How to I control these abilities?

Thank you for listening.

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
-1
5 years ago (2015-04-24)
Dude or dudette, i'm sorry that you had to learn the hard way, when you brought back that evil spirit from the seance... That's why God in the old testament tells us not to communicate with/channel spirits through a psychic medium, or go to a fortuneteller/tarot reader, and do other occult spirit practices... FOR OUR OWN GOOD! Because unknown spirits-and 95.6% of the time evil- attach themselves to us and our life, and haunt us, oppress and might possess us. Although long term possession by a demon is very rare, because if a demon posesses someone, it comes out into the open, it "blows its cover", and the priest can fight it off by prayers, holy water and by making the victim confess his/her sins, and recieve holy communion. The posessed person is terrified, so he runs to God for help and protection. That's why demons prefer to be hidden, and oppress the person SILENTLY, and make him sin... THE MOST DANGEROUS ENEMY, IS THE ONE WHO MAKES YOU BELIEVE THAT HE DOESN'T EXIST! LOLOL! That's how the demons act upon us most of the time, and they're very successful, because the victim lives in sin (has sex with his girlfriend, hurts people, practices the occult etc), and sais to himself: "Oh, i'm ok!" And he ignores the fact that he has multiple demons acting upon him!... So, he doesn't seek any help, and brings more demons into his life, by continueing to sin... And he sadly might not live to regret it! I have already posted advice in the previous 5400 stories, and on my PROPHILE page, so I won't go over it again. IF YOU FIND YOURSELF IN A HOLE, LEARN TO STOP DIGGING! Good luck, God bless!+
Miss_numen (1 stories) (11 posts)
+1
9 years ago (2011-02-08)
I believe there are some of us who have the potential for greater things and spiritual forces recognize this, therefore they try to cling to us at an early age, I haven't written all my experiences but I have had a semi similar life. Also it seems women are very sensitive to the spirtual side of our world so it might be more intense just because of that. You can also be singled out if someone like your mother or fathere had similar experiences. Anyway, I'm sorry that the church is so blind to the obvious and could not find one person to help you.
The force you feel is not one that always feels positive right? Therefore it must be associated with the negative because a positive force is truth in its own right. Why then do you allow this negative force to have such a presence in your life? I would be interested in knowing how you've tried to eliminate it. Its not so much that you attract this darkness it's that you allow it to have room in your life, but it is YOUR life right? You cannot control how you use your abilities as long as you have another force trying to control your life. See a positive force doesn't control it helps, guides it allows your potential to shine. This force however is sucking the potential you have out of you. The its not your time moment, We as people and others can see the potential even if its clouded by darkness. Ultimately you have the power to make that time happen or to allow an outside force to take that time away from you. I hope this helps in even the smallest way.
Zilla (38 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-07)
Yeah, I have had those portals in dreams since I was younger, where it feels like it sucks you in D: lol. I had one during a very vivid dream where I saw this swirling portal. It had a dark blue/blackish color to it. Like on the graphics of the top right of this page. Anyways, I saw a bunch of spirits walking into and out of this portal. (like in some trance) or at least they looked like they were day dreaming. Anyways, I made sure to stay away from this portal since it had that Vortex suction feeling coming from it. Then I saw this dude sitting on a bench and I saw right next to him (I knew I was dreaming, I was basically awake I my dream) Then I was like " Oh! Ima try and talk to this guy and see what he has to say " I had a sort of feeling maybe he was a ghost chilling in my dream. So anyways, I spoke to him in " Thought " and I was like " So is this what being dead is like? We just re-live our good moments in life and hangout in our memories? " My question was something a long those lines. Then he replied back " Yeah something like that " but he had a calm soothing re assuring smile, so it made me feel good. Then I woke up! Probably just a regular dream and it was pretty cool because I Knew I was dreaming.
Callie (68 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-07)
Je5ta;

A lot of people have made a lot of comments, I just want to touch one one thing - your image in the mirror during your OOBE...

I looked in a mirror during an OOBE ONCE - and likely never will again. Eerily enough, it sounds like we 'appeared' almost the same - my skin was pink/red, wrinkled, etc., and my eyes, instead of eyes, were basically 'partly cloudy skies'. I wasn't burning though and never dealt with that imagery. But in that same experience I had also had a portal (had seen mine in that first OOBE and subsequent ones - I never dealt with them trying to suck me in though - thankfully. They just sit there and swirl.)

So I wonder if that's not just some oddity of looking into a mirror during an OOBE, and wonder if anyone else who astral travels could recall if they had ever done so, and how they appeared.:)
Leeshy88 (1 stories) (9 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-07)
Je5ta,

I think I had a dream about your affinity with horses last night. I'm not really sure. I did read your post yesterday. This horse escaped from its cart in a tourist destination in australia (thats where I'm from) it was running frantically around and scaring people. It jumped into the water near me, where I saw it and instantly it calmed down and it walked out infront of me. I can't remember the rest of the dream but I felt very calm and I could feel everyone around stopped talking and was smiling. I don't know. Take that as you may.

I think your story is great. That you've just always had a connection to this sort of stuff and people - complete strangers are accepting it aswell and bringing it out of you.

When you were little and smelt the bug spray must have been pretty hard to live with. That smell is overwhelming. Maybe the house got fumigated before you arrived or there were other forms of repellant in the house? Even though you can't really smell them, you might be ultra sensitive to those chemicals.

Ive never seen the end of the world coming in a vision. So I don't know what to say. I'm a bit frightened with all this talk of 2012, but I can't feel anything. The sun falling down and breaking on earth? Like a piece of it or the whole thing? There might be another meaning to that. You'll have to look up dream interpretation I think.

And the same thing goes for when your 'spirit' was walking around while your body was in bed. It could be related to stress, or your body being very tired. You might be out of balance with yourself. Your outer body is exhausted but your inner body is still worried.

In all I think what's happeneing to you is pretty cool. I wouldn't suggest controlling it just yet because you don't know the full extent of your capabilities. Maybe just try to calm yourself and enjoy these events that not many people seem to recieve. If its scaring you then you can tell it to go away, and live life without taking notice of any signs.

You can't constantly attract dark energy. You don't seem like a dark person anyway. You just have to focus on the good and remain calm and happy. 😁 just remember to enjoy and take it as it comes. If your not ready, it won't come to you. And if your stressed it seems like it speaks out a little more. Find the balance between those two.
DCinAZ (guest)
+1
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
Hey, I know it's done some good and some bad. But you'd think they'd find some middleground in the mess. With that amount of pollution, the lawsuits probably did them in. Or the fear of future ones anyway. Plus the damage was so severe there was no other choice in the matter. To not know what they were doing to the environment, even back then was no excuse.
It seems like they go too far these days though. For instance, the central valleys of California is where the majority of crops meant to feed the US are/were grown. Now, because the delta smelt, a minnow size fish, is thought to be too small to survive the water usage for those farms and ranches. NOT that it HAS survived all these years, no. Just IN CASE it can't. So now the water has been turned off. As a result of that water being turned off, people are losing their land, their livelihood, their jobs and are now standing in line for government cheese and fruit and vegetables that are shipped in from China.
j-torrez (3 stories) (53 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
Dear Je5ta,
I see that what you have gone through is quite normal, even if it does not seem like it. I currently have three friends, two that I have known since elementary that have been followed by dark forces and were aware of it. I to have gone through this but unlike most it was by personal choice. Pretty dumb on my part, but I decided to become a "warrior" to protect my best friend from harm.

Anyways these spirits often times go after people with high auras and a weak sense of will power, for they are easy to manipulate. Yet for the past twenty years they have attached themselves to strong people, individuals who could be leaders (though they know they can't manipulate them). This is bad because strong individuals are surrounded by weaker people and this means more subjects for these spirits. Yet not all spirits are bad there are good ones to and they can help!

I too was a hard hearted Christian in fact I would preach to my friends they hated that. Though I no longer believe in god, yet believe religion helps people not be miserable even if they condemn us all for being honest about "the things that go bump in the dark." As humans we all wish to ignore what we do not understand because of fear.

As for the end of the world; that can be traumatizing. Try not to worry too much for the end will come in due time it's the one thing we as humans can be sure of.

Good luck in life it's all yours.
😁
zzsgranny (2 stories) (40 posts)
+2
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
DC: No problem!...Yeah, if you were to see the devastation of the four main states involved in the initial targeting of the EPA: Ohio, West Virginia, Pennsylvania and Michigan, with the closing of the steel mills, because of the lack of government support for those mills to revamp their systems,...Well, nearly fourty years later, the effects are still being felt...Obviously, a necessary "evil"...But most of those small cities are now Ghost Towns, in their own right...It's a paradox, for sure... The sacrifice of few for the good of many...

Wow, didn't mean to be such a downer! LOL πŸ˜†
DCinAZ (guest)
+1
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
Excellent point on the light bulbs Shini. That's a perfect example of OVER regulation on the part of politicians and the EPA. I wonder what kind of noise you'd hear if people really knew that the EPA was started under the Nixon administration? πŸ˜†
Mel33 (38 posts)
+2
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
Lol. Yes, common sense is important, but let's face it not everyone has it. So, they rely upon others to give them information.

Anyway, guys its been a treat. I think I'm out, ni night.
Shinigami0 (2 stories) (204 posts)
+3
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
You simply look at your surrounding, factor in logic, and if you've studied enough environmental science and had an awesome AP teacher (Oh yeah guiz, I totally did πŸ˜†), its quite simple.

Here's an example of more harm done/ finding information:
Look at what's going on with light bulbs. They're trying to make it to where all light bulbs are fluorescent, in order to save a bit of energy. That's great, isn't it?

However... What if you break one of those light bulbs? What they don't tell you in bold print, is that fluorescent light bulbs have mercury, which is quite poisonous. When these bulbs burn out, if I remember correctly, they release some of the mercury dust into the air. Well, that's also if they bust or break, too.
When disposing of these light bulbs, you have to HazMat them, because they contain a toxic substance, which you don't really want to be recycled back into the ground. I mean, think about runoff from ground water, or even the mere fact that you grow crops in the ground.
Doesn't sound too good now, does it?

You don't have to be a scientist to look into facts, and I think it would do everyone some good to do so. Interpret what you hear, and if it doesn't fit into what you see on a daily basis, or if there are multiple differing statistics on one subject, the best thing you can do is question it.

Food for thought.

Au revior. 😊 ❀
DCinAZ (guest)
+2
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
Common sense works for me! Too many times it just gets a pass because no one wants to rock the boat. But if there's one thing I'm known for, it's rocking the boat! πŸ˜†
Mel33 (38 posts)
+1
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
I totally agree, but unless you're an environmental scientist or a *smiles* psychic how would you know what's blown out of proportion and what's reasonable?
DCinAZ (guest)
+3
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
I would actually go one further and say most people really care. When they pass these habits of recycling down to their children and grandchildren it means they care. I personally don't know anyone who isn't actively involved, for the simple fact that they all recycle.
You know that river I mentioned? It's in Ohio. The Cayahoga in Cleveland. It caught fire 10 different times between the 1800's and 1969! The fact that it happened then and not now is glaring proof of the advances we've made. In the USA alone there are more acres of forestland now than there were in the 1950's. But those statistics never get mentioned. I find that very sad. Why wouldn't they want the good to be broadcast along with what still needs to be done? It seems like a much more positive message, something people could be proud of instead of the constant browbeating about how we're destroying the planet. πŸ˜•

PS~~Thank you Granny for the info on the river that caught fire>
Shinigami0 (2 stories) (204 posts)
+2
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
True, some do actually care. I care about my environment, and it ticks me off to no end when I see someone litter, or poach an animal for the sake of having a 'trophy', or wasting it, and for that matter, not giving thanks for the animal.

However, things shouldn't be blown out of proportion. Theories should suit facts; not the other way around. If its the other way around, people will naturally go nuts and start over worrying. When that happens... Ta-dah! Extremists rise (which, they already have... Props to the medias'/companies blown proportions, whoo!). And actually, if you look into it with a logical sense, the environmental extremists end up causing more damage than if they were to leave it alone and act like a reasonable person.

Au revior. 😊 ❀
Mel33 (38 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
Well, for me that would be all the more reason to be environmentally conscience. And it's not all about self-importance. Some people actually care.
Shinigami0 (2 stories) (204 posts)
+3
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
Also, when talking on terms of pollution, I love how people will oftentimes ignore the facts, like how much pollution a single volcano eruption can give off.

I'm with DC- MANY innovations are being made to clean up the earth, but people will buy into conspiracies and whatnot, because let's face it- people like chaos, and a sense of self-importance, which is probably why practically every person since the beginning of man or the beggining of settlement life, has had 'premonitions' or 'predictions' of the 'end of the world'.

Personally, and quite frankly, any time I hear about 'end of the world' things on television programs, or even this site, I like to think of silly little chickens running to make sure they can catch the pieces of the sky, when and 'if' they fall.

I also love how people complain about the planting of new forests, and the depletion of old growth forests, in terms of CO2 pollution. What they don't realize is that growing trees take in more CO2, because (well duh!) they're still growing, so of course they require more. Therefore, CO2 pollution is being depleted.

Also, a lot of times, if you 'really' look into the 'green promo' of different brands/companies, it all boils down to clearing the consumer's conscious. Companies will purposefully mess with statistics in order to make more sales, which inevitably makes most uninformed consumers worry about 'changing their ways'.

So, to avoid ranting, to make it short, the best that you can do is be the best that you can be, and remember to look into things, like the history of pollution and whatnot. What you find out is surprising.

Au revior. 😊 ❀
Mel33 (38 posts)
+2
9 years ago (2011-02-05)
Oh, I agree most definitely with positive feedback. I'm not one to go out and belittle someone's efforts and neither are any of my friends that I'm aware of. The majority of my friends are involved in giving back to the community and trying to raise awareness through education. I am trying to be more involved as well.
DCinAZ (guest)
+5
9 years ago (2011-02-04)
OK Mel33,
I understand what you're saying, but I feel that enough credit isn't given to the accomplishments made in the effort so far. It just seems that no matter how much better it gets and how many more people have gotten involved to date, none will get any credit for making the difference they have already. All the nagging does is start to make people feel that all their efforts are for naught.
Personal responsibility has grown too. More people are recycling today than ever before and the effort is always growing. I see no reason to make it sound as if there has not been any headway made. The more people feel guilted into it the worse the outlook for the future. When people feel their efforts are working they tend to work harder in that effort because it makes them feel good about what they're doing, not inferior for not doing enough. What's so bad about some positive feedback? I just don't get it. πŸ˜•
Mel33 (38 posts)
+2
9 years ago (2011-02-04)
Dc, I get what you're saying, but sometimes the only way to get things done is to be persistent or in your words "NAG! NAG! NAG!" Lol. However, we can also live it... I mean how hard is to recycle or pick up trash even if it's not our own? If we need to go somewhere that's within walking distance and we're capable of walking why not do so? It's good for your health and good for the environment. The point is, even if nothing is going to happen in our lifetime we should still think about future generations. And yes stay on their butts to make sure that the progress that they have made doesn't regress...

And a solution for jobs would be to support our locally owned businesses.

Http://www.newrules.org/retail/why-support-locally-owned-businesses
DCinAZ (guest)
+4
9 years ago (2011-02-04)
I hate to be apple that upsets the cart here but to constantly blame all of humanity for polluting a planet we were created to live on is getting to be a little unrealistic. Just in the United States alone, huge leaps in technology have occured. Why, in my lifetime things aren't half as polluted as they were when I was a child. I can remember the air being so thick with smog you couldn't see two blocks down the street. In the 1970's there was a river in the midwest that was so poluted it caught on fire, A RIVER OF FIRE! You don't have that kind of pollution today because of the strides we've made in our pursuit of keeping our environment clean. It seems like every day I hear how we've screwed up the planet, when just the opposite is true. We've made leaps and bounds in this pursuit and still all you hear is NAG! NAG! NAG!
I am so tired of this unrealistic train of thought and the stabbing in the back of the scientists and citizens who work every day to come up with innovation after innovation to protect this planet and it's citizens, and not a word for they've accomplished. Just complain about the people who provide the jobs because they make a profit? Not that they give more of their dollars to charity than the politicians who want to tax them more, which will only result in less jobs. I've had dreams, some prophetic, but none have to do with the world ending, or even the world as we know it. It's my firm belief that those dreams are a product of fearmongering. Plain and simple. I'm sorry if people don't get that, but that only goes to show that not everything is what it seems, sometimes dream interpretation is just that, not what it seems.
AnneV (4 stories) (1045 posts) mod
+1
9 years ago (2011-02-04)
Any person walking the metaphysical side of life is rather alone. Though (thankfully) we have the internet. Who in our physical proximity do we have? The list is generally very short. Outside of my own husband, I have no one I can speak to about this because everyone is on a different channel.

A negative spirit can only cling so long to a positive person. If you remain positive, your energies will not resonate with them. It's negative people that attract and keep negative beings. You may have temporarily attracted one due to proximity but I wouldn't worry about it remaining with you. Negativity doesn't just have to mean being mean, it could be the state of being hurt, jealous, angry, resentful, etc.

Most psychics have end-of-the-world dreams. That's probably because we're on a head on collision course with our own self induced extinction. It doesn't take a psychic to see we are destroying the world and this is quite possibly all of our last incarnations on earth. This was the premise of the article I wrote recently on my sister site to this one called "Our spiritual journey is all that remains" found here http://www.spiritual-experiences.com/articles-spirituality/spiritual-journey-remains.php You might find that thought provoking.

Even if the world doesn't end in our lifetime, you, me and everyone else on this planet will eventually die regardless. What matters is not how psychic we are, how much money we make, how great our bodies are, what we collect and buy, but instead, how we treat one another. Your compassion for animals and willingness to assist others will be what you take with you when you leave this plane of existence. You're on the right track and there is a reason things are on the same path you're walking. Nothing is an accident.

Your trip around your house is astral projection. You can read about it at my other sister site www.astralvoyage.com.

Thanks for sharing.
Anne

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