I apologize that my story is extremely long and complicated, and that it is nothing but a hodge-podge of experiences, but I really want to know all this. If you are going to be doing something that involves sitting there with nothing to do for hours (car trip, waiting in line, traffic jam, ect.) or if you are just bored on a rainy day, you could print this story out and read it. However, please do not read this story in the car if you are the one driving the car.
When I was born, there were complications, but I turned out okay. I don't remember early in my life, but I do remember what I think may have been what happened before I was born. I was about 5, and I was stuck standing. Everything around me was a green diamond quilt-like pattern that was very ornate and impossible to describe. I don't know exactly what this was, and I could think fine, but I didn't know anything. And I would always be outside my body looking at myself from different angles every day (I think it was every day.) It would be one angle for five seconds, another for about 10, and random second intervals it would change. My parents said that I was a very strange baby. They said that I never used a pacifier, and that I wouldn't eat unless they rubbed my head, which I vaguely remember. We also had this rig called a walker (don't know if they are commonplace or not) that looked like a toy baby saucer without the bottom. What you would do is you would put the baby in it, and they would use it for support to learn the motion of walking. What I would always do was get in the walker, and run around the house and pick up my feet to coast. And I remember always throwing up at restaurants. They said I had a great time, but I was a very abnormal child. They always talk about it. So you have now met 2 characters in my story; my parents.
When I was old enough to go to preschool, I never fit in. I only made some friends and I never seemed to be able to do something without screwing up. I one time accidentally hit some kid with a very large building block. It didn't hurt him, but I got in trouble. If I had said it was a mistake, my teacher (my teachers were nice in preschool) would have let me off the hook. However, I could not stand up for myself, and got in trouble. This happened a lot when I was little. Also, in my younger days, I had a lot of weird things happen to me. I would always remember things from a third person perspective. In addition to that, I could never get to sleep as a young child. I was always afraid of my nightlight, and I have no idea why I would be. I think it was because of what I may see. But at the same time, I was afraid of the dark because of what I might NOT see. My sister one night had a lucid dream that her bed started spinning around and that Daffy Duck was standing there laughing like an evil maniac. I honestly don't get the point of such a dream (other than that you may have had some late night pizza which she probably didn't) but it is important to the other experience I had when I was a youngster at night. So, now we have met an extremely important character in my story, and know that she is my sister, and has lucid dreams. Anyway, one night, my sister was in bed, and woke up suddenly. She said she saw a plain black silhouette of a man walk into her room one night. When she told us this, my parents said that it was themselves, and I honestly didn't care. Anyway, after that, I was up in the middle of the night going to get a glass of water (I did that a lot.) What I saw SCARED THE CRUD OUTTA ME! There was the same black figure in the hallway. I was too little to pay attention to the time. Another time when I was a little kid, I woke up in the middle of the night, and was walking out (I don't remember why) but I saw the shadow of a menacing looking claw on the floor. I RAN back to bed.
At the end of my Kindergarten year, we moved down south a bit. Our new home was near the forest. Our old house was near a forest, but you had to climb over a fence to get there. The forest here is in our backyard. Our old house had no upstairs balcony like our new one does. Our old house had no sidewalk, and our new one does. I was excited about everything, except the woods. I did like the woods, though. The first time we went into the woods, I was walking along a dry creek bed alone. I went until there was a fork in the creek bed. That fork was like any normal fork in the road. I don't know why, but I got a bad feeling about the fork and walked away. A couple days later, our new neighbors showed us this large waterfall. Later in that same year, my family and I went into the forest on a hike, VERY deep into the forest. We found something strange. In the middle of all these thick deciduous trees, there was a clearing. There were coniferous cedar trees in the grove, and it had no canopy. It was full of uncut grass, about ankle height. As the years passed, and my friends, family, and I explored the woods, we discovered that there were a number of these small clearings. Our forest is located near a golf course, and one of the clearings was very close to the golf course. Now, I know that cedar trees are an early stage of primary succession, and I do not consider these clearings themselves to be paranormal. It is what may be in them that bothers me. One time, when my friends and I were back there, I all of a sudden got a really, really bad feeling about it. I can't describe it, it just gave me a bad feeling. That was my first time experiencing clairsentience. It could have been the fact that the next part of our hike involved a low crawl through a tunnel of dense foliage, the fact that at the end of our hike we were going to come across the bones of a coyote. Or maybe there was something else in that cedar thicket. A few years later, my sister, my mom and I decided to go on a hike into the forest. I was a little reluctant, but I went with them. When we got to one of the cedar thickets, we found something weird. There was a rosary and a dead cardinal on a surrounding branch. It was so weird. The creepy thing was that the rosary was the exact same colors as the cardinal was. We went back home, not thinking about it at all.
I sometimes feel like there is somebody in the house that is not supposed to be there at night. In 2006, somebody had broken into our house and stolen two laptop computers. Maybe that's why. Whenever I stay up late, I feel like there is somebody else with me. Sometimes it is just the cat licking the dinner dishes. However, recently, it has not been our cat. Last year, on Halloween, I decided to stay up until 3 am. I couldn't shake the feeling that something was there. I turned on all the lights in the kitchen, where my laptop and our TV is (our living room is connected to our kitchen). So, I was watching TV and getting online every now and then. The TV choices were okay at first, but then they started to get bad, so I turned off the TV. I then realized that it was very creepy to be up at 1:30 am on Halloween with no TV sound on, so I tried to find the best thing I could, and watched that. It was part of some live action Halloween miniseries on Cartoon Network. It wasn't the best, but it was the best thing on. Anyway, I know, I am writing a psychic story here, not a TV show review. Anyway, the miniseries ended, and after that, I was stuck with nothing to watch, and I was trying to conserve my computer time. I kept feeling like somebody was there. However, I did manage to stay up until 3 and I did manage to get some sleep that night, despite how creepy it was.
Okay, now let's jump a few years into the future. I am 15. Things happened to me in those few years, and I just thought they were normal. One day, my sister found this site, and was taking the telekinesis test that this site has on it. I asked if she could email me the link so I could try it out, and she did. I tried it out, and I was very surprised with the results. I started looking at the stories on this site and I was amazed to find out that all these psychic experiences have been going on all around me without me knowing about them. Seeing and controlling energy seems to be my main gift. I am also okay at telepathy and regular clairvoyance. I seemed to have many abilities, but some that I had not yet tried, like telekinesis and remote viewing. Knowing that it was the hardest ability to perform and that if I could use it I could use most other abilities, I decided to give telekinesis a whirl-literally. I followed the instructions on this site to make a psi wheel. Right away, I was able to spin it around, and my sister was able to knock the foil pyramid off of the base. I actually became quite good at the psi wheel, and then learned some other abilities. I could control the elements of water and wind. I tried water first to get warmed up, and managed to create a very small tide in a bowl of water. Then it was on to wind. I walked outside, focused on the wind picking up, and then the next thing I know a huge gust of wind rolled through my house and the forest. It was awesome. My sister kept getting mad at me because she wanted to be the only psychic child in the family. Anyway, later that week my sister and I were watching The Late Show, and I looked at my sister, and she was pale white. I looked back, and I think that my face flushed pale white as well. There was a massive clump of energy vibrating at a lower frequency than the energy around it. Now, I had learned to control and manipulate this energy with ease, so I shot a bolt of auric energy at it, and it disappeared. I used this on clumps of energy for a while, and even made up a game you could play with this psychic ability. I have been seeing clumps of dark energy such as this one for a while, and I am positive that they are bogey ghosts.
Later that summer we went on vacation. I was unsure if there would be bogeys in our hotel or not, and I didn't want to find out. I tried to think of which type of energy would be best to use to clean out ghosts from our room. At that time I thought that there were three types of energy; auric (energy from somebody's or your own aura), cosmic (energy from space), and universal (any and all paranormal energy in the world, the dots I see, for instance.) I figured that I didn't have enough auric energy to clean our hotel room, and there seemed to be an okay amount of universal energy in there. I decided I would try to manipulate cosmic energy to clean out our hotel room, given that it was probably the most powerful. I walked out to our hotel balcony, looked up to the sky, and the next thing I know, SLAM! A huge beam of cosmic energy slammed into the area near our room. I think I kept all bogeys away from any and all rooms, which was good, as I had made a friend with some other kid that was staying in the same hotel. I then never had a problem sleeping at that hotel at all (except for when my sister woke me up because I was snoring too loudly. The cosmic energy thing comes into play in our second part of vacation. There was a meteor shower happening one night when we were there, and I didn't know about it. I had just slammed a meteor of cosmic energy into the ground a few days before that. In addition to that, we took one of those ghost tours that you can take in big cities. Part of our tour involved going into a haunted pre-revolutionary dungeon. The auric energy in there hit me like a ton of bricks. (The brick simile is an inside joke between my mom and I) When we were looking around, I kept hearing growling noises, and it wasn't the street above. At one point, I had to use remote viewing to look behind me because I was afraid of what I might see, just like when I was 4 years old in bed. I could sense their presences, and they were most certainly there, given all the paranormal reports that come from that dungeon. So that settles that I am indeed clairsentient. In addition to that, when we were at the beach, my sister, my dad, and I were all in the ocean boogey boarding. All of a sudden, I saw a flash of golden light orb way above the horizon. It is kind of hard to explain. It just flashed and disappeared. It was in the sky, so there is absolutely no way it could have been a ship or a helicopter or something. That is all for my paranormal experiences on vacation.
From then until now, I experimented with different abilities, rotating on which ones I practice with. I believe that the key to being a good psychic is not meditation, but through practice. It's how you get better at anything in life. Anyway, I learned a plethora of new abilities. I can make a perfect cylindrical marker roll very slowly with telekinesis. My remote viewing now has not so limited range. I am okay at number readings. I can see auras without really trying now. One morning in school I was bored and then all of a sudden, I launched a ring of auric energy all around me. I learned many new abilities, but my latest one is one that I don't want. I can suck people's auras straight from them. Since I am a crystal, I am compatible with any type of aura. That means I can take it from anybody, like a psychic vampire. Words cannot describe how unethical this ability probably is. I started using it because I thought that it would make my abilities stronger, which it did, but I feel guilty because of this ability. I do not want it, and have stopped using it. Another thing that may be completely irrelevant is something that happened when I worked with disabled kids in my school. One of the mentally handicapped students I worked with said "thirty more seconds" out of the blue. He had absolutely no reason to say such a thing. I looked at my watch and there was actually 30 more seconds until 9, the time that I think their teacher told them that the period was over. He did not look at his watch or mine. I don't know what it was. He may just have been extremely smart on the inside (most disabled kids are) or maybe he had a psychic experience. Maybe his ability rubbed off on me, or mine rubbed off on him. As for what kind of ability this was, maybe he used remote viewing to look at a watch, or the thought "we have 30 more seconds" popped into his head. It was extremely weird. I don't know exactly what happened.
I apologize that this story has been nothing but a hodge-podge of experiences, but I want to know if I am psychic (my sister started denying her psychic abilities and my parents are skeptical) and what I should do about this. I have a friend who can control energy like I can and another who is one of those people who can sense ghosts and presences (I think that falls under being empathic but I am not sure.)