Flight 111

Several years ago, I have a feeling about the numbers 111, I told my husband that all day I had these numbers in my head, we went out and bought a lottery ticket, the next morning on the news I heard that flight, #111, went down, everyone died on that flight, since then most days I happen to look at the clock, or find a page in a book, what ever with the numbers 111, I have made that my guardian angel sign, and I say a prayer when I see it, I also think of someone and if not that day, the next day I will hear from them or read about the famous person, I will know who is calling, I do not have caller id, news about my grandmother came, I knew it was a call about her passing, with no prior notice, when she did pass, I smelled my grandmother passing by me, in my home that very night, her smell was always the same, I have feelings that someone needs me, I call them and to find out they do, with the number 111, I would like to explore it more, define why it is everyday I see these numbers. I have many times felt like I have done something before yet that is my first experience, I also have dreams that seem so real to me, I wake up and almost live that dream, the very day. I would love to have help to develop my ESP.